The.Timeless.Temptation.

T-ara : The Rising Diamond

2012-01-31T04:24:00.003+08:00

Ellow again...

It seems to me that it's a very long time since I last post some feeds here. I just finished my final examinations, and now currently I'm at home, doing some stuff, unknown stuff.

T-ara

from left : Hyomin, Qri, Soyeon, Jiyeon, Boram, Hwayoung, Eunjung

T-ara, often stylized as T-ARA or T♔ARA is a popular South Korean girl group formed by Core Contents Media (subsidiaries of Mnet Media), in 2009. Some of the members have actually active in the industry, prior to their debut. Originally a 5-member group, they first release their song through soundtrack of MBC drama Cinderella Man, "Good Person". One of the member, Park Ji Yeon, was included in project with Davichi and Seeya, performing "Women's Generation" in public broadcast music show.

T-ara formally debut into entertainment show through Mnet Countdown, performing "Lies". They achieve success with their first all-kill song, "Bo Peep Bo Peep", sweeping all awards in public broadcast chart. They later made their comeback with "I Go Crazy Because Of You" and "I'm Really Hurt".

However, their follow-up song did not meet their instant success. Their song "Why are You Being Like This" and " Yayaya" cannot replicate their success in "Bo Peep Bo Peep". In the following year, their song "Roly-Poly" almost break their long-awaited drought in winning Music Bank. They are in the Top 2 for almost 2 months, but to no avail. After a long years of waiting, they finally won their Music Bank K-Chart, with their follow-up song, "Lovey Dovey", reminiscing their success beforehand with "Bo Peep Bo Peep".Nonetheless, almost all of their song were crowned winner in other public broadcast, amidst the long waiting at KBS.

Stage Name : Eunjung
Real Name : Ham Eunjung
Date of Birth : December 12, 1988
Position in Group : Vocalist, Lead Rapper

Stage Name : Jiyeon
Real Name : Park Jiyeon
Date of Birth : June 7, 1993
Position in Group : Vocalist, Main Dancer

Stage Name : Hyomin
Real Name : Park Sunyoung
Date of Birth : May 30, 1989
Position in Group : Lead Vocalist, Rapper

Stage Name : Soyeon
Real Name : Park Injung
Date of Birth : October 5, 1987
Position in Group : Main Vocalist, Lead Dancer

Stage Name : Qri
Real Name : Lee Jihyun
Date of Birth : December 12, 1986
Position in Group : Vocalist

Stage Name : Boram
Real Name : Jeon Boram
Date of Birth : March 22, 1986
Position in Group : Vocalist

Stage Name : Hwayoung
Real Name : Ryu Hwayoung
Date of Birth : April 22, 1993
Position in Group : Main Rapper

Discography

Albums

Absolute First Album (Studio Album)

•   Released: November 27, 2009
•   Language: Korean
•   Label: Core Contents Media

Breaking Heart (Repackaged Album)

•   Released: March 3, 2010
•   Language: Korean
•   Length: 55:00
•   Label: Core Contents Media

Temptastic (Extended Play)

•   Released: December 1, 2010
•   Language: Korean
•   Length: 22:00
•   Label: Core Contents Media

John Travolta Wannabe (Extended Play)

•   Released: June 30, 2011
•   Language: Korean
•   Length: 25:33
•   Label: Core Contents Media

Roly-Poly in Copacabana (Repackage Extended Play)

•   Released: August 1, 2011
•   Language: Korean
•   Length: 29:09
•   Label: Core Contents Media

Black Eyes (Extended Play)

•   Released: November 11, 2011
•   Language: Korean
•   Length: 20:12
•   Label: Core Contents Media

Funky Town (Repackaged Extended Play)

•   Released: January 3, 2012
•   Language: Korean
•   Length: 27:57
•   Label: Core Contents Media

Singles

2009

   "Good Person"
   "Lies"
   "TTL (Time To Love)" (with Supernova)
   "TTL Listen 2" (with Supernova)
   "Bo Peep Bo Peep"
   "Like The First Time"

2010

   "I Go Crazy Because Of You"
   "I'm Really Hurt"
   "Why Are You Being Like This?"
   "Yayaya"

2011

   "Roly-Poly"
   "Roly-Poly in Copacabana"
   "Cry Cry"
   "We Were in Love" (with Davichi)

2012

   "Lovey-Dovey"



Videography

2009

    "Good Person" (Version 1)    - 3:32
   "Good Person" (Version 2) - 3:27
   "Women's Generation/Forever Love" - 3:33
   "Lies"   3:45
   "Lies" (Ballad Version) - 4:00
   "Lies" (Summer Version) - 3:56
   "Time To Love" - 3:32
   "Time To Love Listen 2" - 3:33
   "Apple is A" - 5:44
   "Bo Peep Bo Peep" (15+ Version) - 3:46
   "Bo Peep Bo Peep" (18+ Version) - 3:49
   "Like The First Time" - 4:25

2010

    "Wonder Woman" - 3:44
   "I Go Crazy Because of You" - 3:33
   "I'm Really Hurt" (Version 1) (Version 2) (Version 3) - 3:12
   "We Are The One" - 3:25
   "What Should We Finish" - 4:46
   "Why Are You Being Like This" - 4:04
   "Yayaya" - 4:49

2011

    "Roly-Poly" - 12:32
   "Roly-Poly" (Normal Version) - 5:35
   "Roly-Poly" (Stage Version) - 3:39
   "Roly-Poly in Copacabana" - 4:08
   "Bo Peep Bo Peep" (Japanese Version) - 7:06
   "Log-In" - 3:29
   "Yayaya" (Japanese Version) - 3:41
   "Cry Cry" - 15:49
   "Cry Cry" (Dance Version)   - 3:28
   "Cry Cry" (Ballad Version)   3:19
   "We Were in Love" - 3:33

2012

    "Lovey-Dovey" - 20:32
   "Lovey-Dovey" (Zombie Version) - 6:45
   "Lovey-Dovey in Tokyo" - 3:47

Continue My Journey 2

2011-11-06T01:44:00.004+08:00

For long lost time, please, accept my greetings..!! Hahaha..

It's been a long time since I last posted some stuff in this blog.. Seems that I already lost my followers somehow.. Please, accept my apologies for neglecting my duty as a blogger here.. Anyway, should I proceed my entry here, let me...

Infinite

from left : Sungyeol, Dongwoo, Woohyun, Sungjong, Hoya, L, Sungkyu,

Company : Woollim Entertainment
Debut : June 9, 2010
Hit Song : Come Back Again, She's Back, Before The Dawn (BTD), Be Mine, Paradise

This 7-member boyband made into headline when their single, Before the Dawn (BTD) skyrocketed into stardom with their own "Scorpion Dance" choreography. Since then, Infinite has become well known amongst fans with their synchronised dance as well as powerful rock electronic music genre. After the launch of their fan cafe, Inspirit, they cemented their position as the "it" band now when they won their first ever win in TV channel broadcast music chart with "Be Mine" in Mnet Countdown, on September 1st 2011. Their repackage album that contains follow-up single, "Paradise" won their 1st award in SBS Inkigayo on October 13 the same year, followed with their win in Mnet Countdown, 4 days later.

Teen Top

Company : Top Media
Debut : July 10, 2010
Hit Song : Clap, Supa Luv, No More Perfume On You, Going Crazy

Guided and produced by Shinhwa's Andy, this boyband is being mentored by the legendary K-pop group member and have gone through selection prior to their debut. They have been received praise, notably on their live performances in and outside of Korea. Members of the group were born from 1992 to 1995, making them one of the youngest boyband ever produced by any company.

Dal Shabet

from left : Subin, Ahyoung, Jiyul, Gaeun, Serri, Vicky

Company : Happy Face Entertainment
Debut : January 3, 2011
Hit Song : Supa Dupa Diva, Pink Rocket, Bling Bling

Rumours stated that composer E-Tribe (of SNSD "Gee" and Lee Hyori "U-Go Girl") plans to launch his own girl group. By end of 2010, he announced that a 6-member group will be debuted under his agency, making their mark in the industry as first ever group to be debuted in 2011. Dal Shabet single, "Supa Dupa Diva" eventually hit jackpot to them when that song entered Take 7 in SBS Inkigayo and Top 10 in MNet Countdown. They made their come back in April with their next single, Pink Rocket, and assured fans that they will come with another album, their funky, psychedelic "Bling Bling" song, in which strengthen their hold in the industry.

A Pink

from left : Kim Namjoo, Oh Hayoung, Yoon Bomi, Jung Eunji, Park Chorong, Son Naeun, Hong Yookyung

Company : A Cube Entertainment
Debut : April 21, 2011
Hit Song : I Don't Know, It Girl

After the success of Beast's "Breath" and "Beautiful" in their promotion, netizens questioned about the girl starred in their MV, igniting possibility of having another group debuting under Cube Entertainment. The mystery is solved when the girl starred in the clip was indeed their trainee waiting to debut in a group called A Pink, consisting of 7 members. Portraying their innocent concept, this group gains attention when their image reminisce most people in Korea of SNSD debut days. They are now being hailed as rookie of the year, along with Dal Shabet.

Boyfriend

Company : Starship Entertainment
Debut : May 27, 2011
Hit Song : Boyfriend, You & I, Don't Touch My Girl

This group well known when 2 of their member are twins and was trained under JYP Entertainment during their pre-debut days. Young Min and Kwang Min, the twins is most notably known as "Kim Hyun Joong-lookalike", as their faces is similar to SS501 leader Kim Hyun Joong. Same labelmate with SISTAR, the members are well-trained and also starred in many commercials prior to their debut, as well as being the backup dancer to K-Will, solo singer under the same company.

Block B

from left : Taeil, Jaehyo, Kyung, P.O., Zico, B-Bomb, U-Kwon

Company : Brand New Stardom
Debut : April 15, 2011
Hit Song : Freeze, Tell Them

The 7-member boyband created by Cho PD under the project "Korea Eminem Project" to form group that can also compose songs, other than singing, dancing and rapping. Garnered international attention before debut, among the mentor who assisted in the project are Rhymer, Verbal Jint and Skull. Their single, "Freeze" was a hit among many youngsters, but was banned by Commission of Youth Protection as the lyrics contain unwholesome dating techniques. Member Zico was trained in SM and was supposed to be debuted in SHINee, Jaehyo was trained with Beast, and B-Bomb with Infinite prior to their debut.

B1A4

Company : BM Entertainment
Debut : April 21, 2011
Hit Song : O.K., Only Learned The Bad Things, Beautiful Target

Ths new boyband is always considered rivals to another new debut group, Block.B, as both debuted at almost the same time. Hailed as the hottest boyband rookie alongside the former, they are matched up together in an MTV show called "Match Up!", allows both group to show off their talents and subsequently marketing themselves to fans as newcomers to the Korean scene.

[p/s: thank you to all sources that I have searched in order to accomplished the post. All of the comment was strictly due to my opinion, not intend to hurt others. Till then, see u next time!!]

Welcome back...

2011-07-31T22:31:00.000+08:00

Sorry, it's just over a month since I posted my entry here.. Actually, I just don't have any material to post, but I try to maintain my target - one entry per month - as I also need to update my blog.. Well, I should continue with my analysis, perhaps.... Can u tell me what do i need to post here??

When File Sharing is in "Breakdown" State...

2011-06-16T01:26:00.000+08:00

Hello Hello!!

we're having problems(??)!!

not sure whether is a problem, but the government has block the website. I don't know if it has an aftereffect in our lives, as some people would use internet to download stuff such as movies, etc. Recently, today, many file sharing sites have been blocked by the government, most particularly Fileserve, Duckload, and Filetube. As this articles is written, only Mediafire & Megaupload can be used, this has been a massive frenzy and catastrophic havoc in entire Malaysia, as some of them used the file sharing site.

4shared

Duckload

Fileserve

Filesonic

Filestube

Mediafire

Megaupload

Rapidshare

[p/s: some of them have already got the solutions to the problem, using DNS servers.. But well, I hope it still relevant so that I can used it while it lasts...]

B2ST (Beast) - Fiction

2011-06-08T08:56:00.000+08:00

**Revised Romanisation Version**

ajik nan neol itji motago modeungeol da mitji motago
ireoke neol bonaeji motago oneuldo

dasi mandeureobolge uri iyagi kkeutnaji anke aju ginagin
salgacheul pago seumyeodeuneun sangsilgameun jamsi mudeodulge
saero sseo naeryeoga sijageun haengbokhage utgo inneun neowa na
nega nal tteonaji motage baegyeongeun chulguga eomneun jobeun bang an

amureochi anke nege kiseuhago dalkomhan neoui gyeoteul tteonagajil motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
itji motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

jigeum yeogin haengbokhan iyagideulbakke eobseo
neomu haengbokhan uri dulmanui iyagiga ireoke (hyeonsilgwaneun dareuge)
sseo isseo jeomjeom chaewojigo isseo

neoneun naegero dallyeowaseo angigo
pum ane angin neoreul naneun jeoldae nochi motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
kkeunchi motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

dasi han beon deo malhajiman
jigeum neoneun nae yeope itdago geureoke mitgo isseo nan
(hajiman fiction)

nan mokjeogeul irheobeorin jakga i soseorui
kkeuteun eotteoke mamuri jieoya hae
saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae i se geuljaman
sseo naeryeoga mudyeojin pen nunmullo eollukjin nalgeun jongi wiro
haengbokhal sudo seulpeul sudo eobseo i iyagineun

jigeum nan neomunado haengbokhan saenggage iyagireul sseujiman
modeunge baramil ppunirago yeojeonhi

nan haengbokhangeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
uri hamkkeingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
ije sijagingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeuteun eomneungeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)

**English Translation**

[DJ] I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this
.

[JH] I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit
.

[KK] I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us
.

[HS] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t forget you (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
.

[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction
.

[KK] Right now, there are only happy stores here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality)
Is written here, it’s slowly filling up

.
[HS] I run towards you and embrace you
I can’t never let you go from my embrace
There is no such thing as an end for us
.
[DW] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t end it (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
.
[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction
.
[YS] I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing like that
.
([DW]But Fiction)
[JH] I’m the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it
([DW] My own Fiction)
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I keep writing these 3 words
([DW]Everything is Fiction) Setting the warn out pen on the old paper strained in tears ([DW]Everything is Fiction)
This story can’t be happy or sad
.
[DJ] Right now I’m writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still
.
[DW] I’m happy (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[HS] We are together (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[DW] Now is the start (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[YS] There is no end (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

**Hangul (Korean) Version**

아직 난 널 잊지 못하고 모든걸 다 믿지 못하고
이렇게 널 보내지 못하고 오늘도

다시 만들어볼게 우리 이야기 끝나지 않게 아주 기나긴
살갗을 파고 스며드는 상실감은 잠시 묻어둘게
새로 써 내려가 시작은 행복하게 웃고 있는 너와 나
네가 날 떠나지 못하게 배경은 출구가 없는 좁은 방 안

아무렇지 않게 네게 키스하고 달콤한 너의 곁을 떠나가질 못해
우린 끝이라는건 없어

이렇게 난 또 (fiction in fiction)
잊지 못하고 (fiction in fiction)
내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어
널 붙잡을게 (fiction in fiction)
놓지 않을게 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in fiction

지금 여긴 행복한 이야기들밖에 없어
너무 행복한 우리 둘만의 이야기가 이렇게 (현실과는 다르게)
써 있어 점점 채워지고 있어

너는 나에게로 달려와서 안기고
품 안에 안긴 너를 나는 절대 놓지 못해
우린 끝이라는건 없어

이렇게 난 또 (fiction in fiction)
끊지 못하고 (fiction in fiction)
내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어
널 붙잡을게 (fiction in fiction)
놓지 않을게 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in fiction

다시 한 번 더 말하지만
지금 너는 내 옆에 있다고 그렇게 믿고 있어 난
(하지만 fiction)

난 목적을 잃어버린 작가 이 소설의
끝은 어떻게 마무리 지어야 해
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 이 세 글자만
써 내려가 무뎌진 펜 눈물로 얼룩진 낡은 종이 위로
행복할 수도 슬플 수도 없어 이 이야기는
지금 난 너무나도 행복한 생각에 이야기를 쓰지만
모든게 바람일 뿐이라고 여전히

난 행복한걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
우리 함께인걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
이제 시작인걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
끝은 없는걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)

[p/s: this is what I call the real "high quality, emotional" song. It expressed how the person can forget their loneliness and disappointment when they lost their love, and so their fairytale love will continue to be happy forever, he even encrypted their story in diary/memorabilia, as memory that will evergreen. Music is arranged in such a melancholic manner, as it refers to the remorse of the one's person that can't let their love go..]

Top 20 Best Japanese Drama of All Time

2011-04-24T04:06:00.001+08:00

This is all the top drama as voted by JDorama surfers (dated April 24 2011)

01 GTO (1998) - 668

02 - Gokusen (2002) - 587

03 1 Litre of Tears (2005) - 557

04 Hana Yori Dango (2005) - 557

05 Nobuta wo Produce (2005) - 538

06 Summer Snow (2000) - 418

07 Long Vacation (1996) - 375

08 Beautiful Life (2000) - 355

09 Pride (2004) - 334

10 Good Luck!! (2003) - 291

11 Orange Days (2004) - 290

12 Nodame Cantabile (2006) - 281

13 Love Generation (1997) - 273

14 Densha Otoko (2005) - 249

15 Kimi wa Petto (2003) - 229

16 Hanazakari no Kimitachi e (2007) - 214

17 My Boss, My Hero (2006) - 213

18 Kurosagi (2006) - 187

19 Sekai no Chuusin de, Ai wo Sakebu (2004) - 187

20 Hero (2001) - 182

[p/s: watch more at "http://www.jdorama.com/topdramas.htm" & for those sequal drama (Gokusen, Hana Yori Dango, I just stated one with the highest rating]

Top 10 Comebacks of 2011 Quarter 1

2011-03-28T22:48:00.000+08:00

[From allkpop]

The first quarter of 2011 is coming to an end, but the year has already gotten off to an explosive start, thanks to the many comebacks from K-Pop’s best and brightest!

So, who made the best comeback in the year so far? Here's the Top 10!

< TVXQ >

TVXQ’s return was one of the biggest and most highly-anticipated chapters in the history of K-Pop. In November of 2010, their agency announced that Shim Changmin and Jung Yunho would re-appear as a duo team after a two-year hiatus; not only that, but they also revealed that they would continue to work under the name, ‘TVXQ’. Though their fanbase was heartbroken over this controversial decision, they were not alone in buzzing excitedly over TVXQ’s impending return.

Their comeback, to put it lightly, was explosive.

SM Entertainment released the music video for “Keep Your Head Down” on January 3rd, and the international K-Pop community couldn’t stop talking about the aggressive choreography, the dynamic energy of the song, and the slightly controversial lyrics.

Though the boys commanded “Keep Your Head Down”, they kept theirs up like the princes they were raised to become.

< G.NA >

When G.NA debuted back in 2010 with “I’ll Back Off So You Can Live“, she garnered a ton of anti-fans because of her cozy interactions with B2ST’s Doojoon in her music video. But thanks to her ultra-cute comeback track, “Black & White“, she’s softened the backlash from her anti-fans, and even won most of them over!

The song tells of a hot-and-cold romance between a couple who seem like polar opposites. G.NA’s bubbly voice inflects a lighthearted mood into an otherwise frustrating situation. Music fans couldn’t get enough of the sweet love song, and G.NA went on to win #1 on ‘Inkigayo’, ‘Music Bank’, and ‘M! Countdown’. She also secured a best-seller title from dosirak’s digital music charts for the month of February.

With her charming, bright smile and unwavering energy, G.NA is definitely becoming one of the hottest artists of the year!

< Dalmatian >

The boys of Dalmatian are anything but rookies when you combine their individual years of experience in the music industry. For example, Day Day was the rap instructor for JYP Entertainment, leader Inati was with People Crew, and Daniel had trained alongside B2ST’s Yoseob. And yet somehow, Dalmatian remains as one of the most under-estimated musical groups in K-Pop.

The boys dropped their first mini-album back in February with their double title-tracks: “Lover Cop” and “That Man Disapproves“. Praise rang out high for the clean, fresh production, and for Dalmatian’s ability in bringing fun, feel-good music back to the forefront.

Though they’re not receiving the exposure they deserve, we have a feeling that Dalmatian won’t be the ‘underdogs’ for much longer.

< Jewelry >

Jewelry stands tall as one of Korea’s longest-running girl groups, for they debuted back in 2001. During their 10 year career, they’ve said goodbye to many beloved members, including Seo In Young and Park Jung Ah; but rest assured, they’ve passed the baton onto a new generation that’s impressed with their fresh charms and crackling energy.

With their two new members, Jewelry dropped their comeback single in January and received a warm ‘welcome back!’ to the industry. Their fun comeback track, “Back It Up“, carries retro flavor with modern b-girl swag.

Recently, these ladies wrapped up their promotions, but we’re sure they’ve got equally delicious ear-candy waiting for us around the bend.

< ZE:A >

Lately, boy groups seem to love looking extra-masculine and tough for their image concepts. ZE:A started off looking sharp and a little glamorous, but they’ve reeled that back for their new single, “Here I Am“. Music fans approved of the group’s romantic style, and their music video heightened the image by having the members play the roles of charming guardian angels.

Their agency, Star Empire, said that ZE:A’s latest album, “Lovability“, sought to capture the essence of spring by having it embody “love confessions full of nine different charms.”

With their sweet new look, ZE:A has been sweeping hearts right and left!

< SECRET >

Before they came back with “Shy Boy“, SECRET was one of those girl groups who everyone liked, but seldom raved about. But once they kicked off their new promotion cycle, no one could stop talking about the cute song, especially because of the girls’ fresh spin on a retro ’50s style!

Initially, when the girls were told about their new look, they confessed that they were depressed because they were expecting something more bold. But they resolved to do their best and churn out something uniquely different for their audience.

The results were shocking, not only to SECRET but to general music fans as well. Within the first week, all initial copies of the single were sold out. Then girls went on to win #1 spots on music programs, and thus cemented their position as a girl group to watch out for.

< INFINITE >

INFINITE stirred up a lot of hype before they made their official comeback with “Before the Dawn“, thanks to their seductively dark preview.

Well the boys definitely didn’t disappoint, as they delivered a suspenseful track with an equally tense music video. The members are seen trying to escape a twisted labyrinth to a song that croons about an obsessive love.

Their dynamic transformation earned INFINITE much praise, and it continued to roll in after netizens noted their sharp ’scorpion’ dance, which many have observed is incredibly difficult to pull off with a fluid, synchronized motion.

This boy group definitely launched their comeback with heightened interest, and they’ve continued to garner more with their follow-up track, “Nothing’s Over“.

< Girl’s Day >

Praised as the “turnaround-idols”, the members of Girl’s Day are earning more love by the day as K-Pop fans come to appreciate that these girls aren’t just your run-of-the-mill girl group. Their powerful vocals, cute charms, and unwavering determination to make it to the top resulted in 2010’s unforgettable track, “Nothing Lasts Forever“.

After resting for months, the girls recently came back with “Twinkle Twinkle“, a cheerful song that could almost be cartoonish, but we don’t think it’s a bad thing, as it definitely makes them stand out from the passive, flowery image that most girl groups don around springtime.

Though it’s only their 3rd single, Girl’s Day continues to impress with their constant change-ups in image and concepts, and we’re sure that they’ll continue to fly high.

< TEEN TOP >

When TEEN TOP made their debut last year, their youthful energy and vibrancy caught the attention of many new fans. This time, the boys managed to deliver another promising promotion cycle with their comeback track, “Supa Luv“, which showcased their potential and growth.

The boys of TEEN TOP were raised by K-Pop legends, Shinhwa, and they’re particularly close to members Andy and Eric. Under their tutelage, they were trained to become a top male idol group with a distinctive color. Fans went wild over their ’silver cyborg’ concept for “Supa Luv”, and were pleasantly surprised when the group put it aside for something a little softer for their follow-up track, “Angel“.

TEEN TOP are killers when it comes to addictive pop music, and they certainly drove that point home with their comeback this year.

< Big Bang >

Finally, we come to Big Bang. What’s there to say about one of the biggest comebacks of the year that hasn’t already been said? These boys have built up an anticipation that was practically electric and threatened to set stages a-fire with their explosive fan response.

After a two-year hiatus, the boys returned with “Tonight” from their fourth mini-album. Almost every single track from that album landed in the top 10 rankings of digital music charts, and their title track still maintains a strong hold in the top 5 spots.

YG Entertainment has stated that the boys would work on their new album once they wrap up promotions for the mini-album. We can’t wait to hear what they’ve got in store, as their comeback only demonstrated that Big Bang always delivers quality that goes above and beyond!

Korean Idols Fanclub Member

2011-02-27T04:39:00.002+08:00

Ellow again...

Recently, popular Korean website Daum has released official ranking for Korean idol fan club. As viewed till January 29, 2011, the fanclubs has conquered the idol fanclubs:

1. Dong Bang Shin Ki (DBSK) - Cassiopeia - 756,864

2. Big Bang - VIP - 347,896

3. So Nyeo Shi Dae (SNSD) - S♡NE - 303,371

4. SS501 - Triple S - 242,501

5. 2PM - Hottest - 200,768

6. Super Junior - Everlasting Friends (ELF) - 189,602

7. Beast (B2ST) - B2UTY - 167,060

8. Shinhwa - Shinhwa Changjo - 137,941

9. SHINee - SHINee World (Shawol) - 126,803

10. Wonder Girls - Wonderful - 102,495

11. FT lsland - Primadonna - 100,018

12. 2NE1 - Blackjack - 98,776

13. MBLAQ - A+ - 81,061

14. HOT - White Angels - 73.049
15. G.O.D - Fan of GOD - 69,895
16. f(x) - aff(x)tion - 64,047

17. 2AM - I AM - 60,120

18. S.E.S - Friend - 59,532
19. Kara - Kamilia - 56,240

20. Fly to the sky - Fly High - 49,981
21. Sugar - 45,516
22. Monday Kiz - 46,031
23. Brown Eyed Girls - Everlasting - 44,040

24. The Grace (Cheon Sang Ji Hee) - Shapley - 42.647
25. Trax - Traxian - 34,868
26. C.N. BLUE - BOICE - 34,243

27. 4minute - 4NIA - 27,913

28. Davichi - Girls High - 25,480

29. ZE:A - ZE:A' Style - 24,510

30. Miss A - Say A - 21,526

Some Info about the Fanclubs...

1TYM - Hip Hop Village
2NE1 - BlackJack (2NE1 can be pronounced as 21 which is another name for BlackJack.)
2AM - I Am
2PM - Hottest (Hottest Time of the Day)
4Minute - 4NIA
After School - Play Girlz (AS's debut single song.)
[b]Ast'1 - Eunice
Baby VOX - Baby Angels
Big Bang - V.I.P
BEAST - B2UTY (Beauty and the Beast)
BoA - Jumping BoA
Brown Eyed Girls - Everlasting
CNBlue - BOICE (Blue + Voice)
CSJH The Grace - Shapley

Davichi - GIRLSHIGH
DBSK - Cassie (Named after Cassiopeia, official fan site.)
Epik High - High Skool
F.CUZ - F.ANTASIA
Fin.KL - Pinky
Fly To The Sky - Fly High
FT Island - Primadonna
F(x) - Aff(x)tion (unofficial)
Gavy NJ - Happiness
GOD - Fan of GOD
H.O.T. - White Angels
Jewelry - Jewelry Box
KARA - Kamilia (Kara + Familia)
Lee Seung Gi - Airen
MBLAQ - A+ (All the members have type A blood and the "+" is supposed to represent the fans, supposedly.)
Miss A - Say A
Rain - Cloud
Rainbow - Prismatic
Se7en - Lucky 7
SeeYa - SeeYa With You
SES - Friend
SG Wannabe - Love Room
SHINee - SHINee World A.K.A. 'Shawol'
Shinhwa - Shinhwa Changjo (Always creating a new legend.)
SNSD - S♥NE (looks like SONE = S (SNSD) + their fans as ONE; pronounced like Sowon; means "Wish" in Korean and was a song on their first single ("Perfect For You") as well as first album, "Honey.")
SS501 - Triple S (SS Supporters)
SUJU - ELF (Ever Lasting Friends)
T-ara - Diadem (Type of crown.)
The Trax - Traxian
T-Max - Mighty Max
U-Kiss - Kiss Me
V.O.S - Soulmate
Wonder Girls - Wonderful
Younha - YounHapia

ZE:A - ZE:A' STYLE

[p/s: source : Daum (cafe.daum.net). Thx a lot for the readers who are just interested enough to read my blog.. ]

Krisis Mesir, Nasib Pelajar Kita

2011-01-31T16:35:00.000+08:00

update 03:41pm 31/1/2011 (Isnin) GMT +8

Mansurah:
1) rusuhan besar dijangka akan berlaku pada pukul 11 pagi mesir (5 petang malaysia)
2) balai polis telah dikuasai orang jahat, senjata dan pakaian polis dirampas, orang jahat menyamar sebagai polis dan mula bermaharajalela di Mansurah
3) diisytihar "kod oren", mereka sedang berkemas (packing) untuk meninggalkan negeri tersebut bila tiba masanya
4) maklumat dari informer kami, setakat ni tiada kemalangan utk pelajar Malaysia di Mansurah, cuma ada pelajar Indonesia yg terkena tembak, itu sahaja

Tanta:
1`)catuan bekalan air dan elektrik berlangsung
2) text message dari kawan :
a)"sy bru dpt txt dari kwn kt tanta, katenye ad student kne tembak kt kki, kne peluru sesat"
-sy ex-cairo (anonymous)
b) kwn sy dr tanta kate. da ade 12 kete kebal kt sne. n ade my fren. dye dpt cntct dgn stdnt kt sne. dye ckp da ade sorg stdnt msia kene tembak kt kaki. kene peluru sesat~
-zera syahira-

Kaherah:
1) hari lepas-kenderaan polis dan tentera dimusnahkan
2) hari ini- tentera take over city, control keadaan, setakat ni keamanan dan keselamatan semakin pulih

airport:
1) semenjak tentera Mesir kembali berkuasa, kaunter check in dibuka semula.
2) banyak departure gate di open semula

Alexandria:
1) keadaan semakin bertambah baik untuk pelajar malaysia (dari segi keamanan)
2) harga barang naik, kedai tutup, pelajar kesempitan wang untuk mendapatkan keperluan asas
3) bekalan letrik dan air masih lagi berfungsi (bagi area as safirah, tempat lain tak pasti lagi)

Kalaulah Kalau....??

2010-12-24T00:16:00.004+08:00

Kalaulah kalau...

internet rumah ak laju cm ni???

pasti byk ak dpt download...

Farewell, Song Joong Ki & Seo Hyo Rim..

2010-11-20T01:12:00.006+08:00

Ellow..

First & for most, I just wanna commemorate my post to these actor and actress; they may not be part of Hallyu Wave, but they are one of the most interesting, yet cute pair I've ever watch. They debuted late in acting scene, but their "chemistry" between them have made them loveable and hv huge fandom across Asia, credits to KBS World's live show KBS Music Bank; should u hv known if u'r Korean entertainment fans, it's Song Joong Ki and Seo Hyo Rim.

It's hard to say that they are at the end of time, as today marks their last appearance as MC in Music Bank (Well, I knew that it's time for them to bid farewell, just waiting for time 2 come). Should I explain u'all more, lets start with some pictures.

Song Joong Ki

Seo Hyo Rim

Joong Ki & Hyo Rim First Broadcast

Joong Ki & Hyo Rim Last Broadcast

Se7en - I'm Going Cazy

2010-11-16T21:01:00.006+08:00

Se7en -I'm Going Crazy

One of the performance..

-Hangul Version-

내가 미안하다는 말은 절대먼저 못하는 못난 나는
오히려 소릴 질러 더 크게 그렇게 너와의 하루가 시작돼 (here we go again)
걷잡을 수도 없이 미쳐버리는 우리 I dont know what to do
지금 왜 다투는 지도 난 몰라

내가 어떤 말을 한다 해도 지금 만큼은
넌 듣질 않아 (you never listen)
날 믿지 않아 no~
처음 우리 만났을 때에 그 마음은 어디로 간 건지 변한 건지
너무 멀리 와 버린 걸까

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
i'm going crazy crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just going crazy

이젠 끝이라는 내 말은 진심 아닌 진심인 나의 맘은
순식간에 널 주저앉게 해 속으로 난 바보처럼 후회해 (that i did u wrong)
이렇게 매일같이 아파야 하는 우리
i don’t know what to do
도대체 왜 만나야 하는지 몰라

니가 어떤 말을 한다 해도 지금 만큼은
난 듣질 않아 (no I don't listen)
널 믿지 않아 no~
처음 우리 만났을 때에 그 마음은 어디로 간 건지 변한 건지
너무 멀리 와버린 걸까

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
i'm going crazy crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just going crazy

내가 할 수 있는게
아무것도 없다는게 날 미치게 해
아직 너를 사랑하는데
내 눈물론 부족한가 봐
너무나 아파도 이제 나 홀로
내 자신을 찾으려고 해 good bye~

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
i'm going crazy crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just going crazy

-Revised Romanisation Version-

Ohiryeo sorijilleo deo kkeuge geureohke neowaye haruga shijakdwae (here go again)
Jeodjapeum sudo eobshi michyeobeorineun uri I don’t know what to do
Jigeum wae datuneun jido nan molla

Naega eoddeon mareun handa haedo jigeum mankkeumeun
Neon deujil anha (you never listen)
Nal midji anha no~
Cheo-eum uri mannasseul daeye geu ma-eumeun eodiro gan geonji byeonhan geonji
Neomu meolli wa beorin geolkka

Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy
I sarang soke we just going crazy

Ijen ggeutiraneun nae mareun jinshim anin jinshinin naye mameun
Sunshikgane neol jujeo anke hae sokeuro nan babocheoreom huhehae (that I did you wrong)
Ireohke mae-ilgatchi apaya haneun uri
I don’t know what to do
Dodaeche wa mannaya haneunji molla

Naega eoddeon mareun handa haedo jigeum mankkeumeun
Neon deujil anha (you never listen)
Nal midji anha no~
Cheo-eum uri mannasseul daeye geu ma-eumeun eodiro gan geonji byeonhan geonji
Neomu meolli wa beorin geolkka

Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy
I sarang soke we just going crazy

Naega halsu itneunge
Amugeotdo eobdaneunge nal michige hae
Ajik neoreul saranghaneunde
Nae nunmullon bujokhanga bwa
Neomuna apado ije na hollo
Nae jashineul chajeuryeogo hae good bye~

Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy I sarang soke we just going crazy

-Translated Version-

I'm Going Crazy
ho~no no~
yea yea~ho~

i'm a person who never starts to apologize
i'll shout even louder at you every time
there is no way to stop our madness
i don't know what to do
i don't even know why we started this

no matter what i say, now
you won't listen (you never listen)
you don't believe me, no~
the love in our hearts when we first met,
where has it gone to
have we got rid of it?

i dislike how our love has changed
i'm tired repeating our arguments every day
much worse than when we were alone,
being stuck in an endless time
i don't want to blame you for that
i guess we are going crazy~
i'm going crazy crazy
in our love, we just going crazy

i said, we are over
but that's not what my heart wants to say
sitting and hesitating for what i did
for a moment, i was like an idiot regretting
we are both going to hurt, everyday
i don't know what to do
i don't even know why we started this relationship

no matter what i say, now
you won't listen (you never listen)
you don't believe me, no~
the love in our hearts when we first met,
where has it gone to?
have we got rid of it?

i dislike how our love has changed
im tired repeating our arguments everyday
much worse than when we were alone,
being stuck in an endless time
i don't want to blame you for that
i guess we are going crazy~
i'm going crazy crazy
in our love, we just going crazy

i can do it
there is nothing that can drive me insane
i'm still loving you
my tears are still not enough
even when its hurting a lot
i'll try finding myself back, good bye~
i dislike how our love has changed

i'm tired repeating our arguments every day
much worse than when we were alone,
being stuck in an endless time
i don't want to blame you for that
i guess we are going crazy~
i'm going crazy crazy
in our love, we just going crazy

[p/s: ak dah x larat nk edit la, so pandai2 la ko enjoy k... now, I'm Going Crazy...]

My Favourite Korean Video Clip

2010-11-15T06:05:00.004+08:00

Let's see which one I like the most?? Can u say this is my Chart??
Hehe...

Girls' Day - Nothing Last Forever

Trax - Oh! My Goddess

Co-ed School - Bbiribbom Bberibbom

I think 4 now, these 3 are the most favourite..
mybe nxt week i'll post another of my "hit" k...
c ya..

Raya Story : Part 3 - UTM Zone!

2010-10-15T05:53:00.002+08:00

Welcome back..

Well, I don't know what to comment, just see the pictures k...
But it's definitely my UTM friends...

The writer with Lokman, Razmi, Shuffle & Asri

The whole class of DDE UTM KL Campus
(back from left : Shuffle, Fatah, Wukong, Epul, Keyrie, Razmi, Reteesh, Asri, Talib;
front from left : Ika, Ana, Wani, Ayu, Lily)

They're watching ESPN, ac2lly...

Raya Story : Part 2 - With Old Friends' Awkwardness?

2010-10-15T05:20:00.004+08:00

We meet again..

It's been a long time since the last post i've submitted, but now I just didn't hv mood to compose some writing, so i'll just say some briefing and let the pictures decide...

Well, I just want to say that they were my best friend, but hindrances that I'd been encounter since transferring to Kuantan for my secondary schooling made these "old buddy" become estranged to me (at least, some of them I didn't know 'bout them!). Well, should I add captions to these pictures so that u guyz can understand better.

Muhammad Hanis Samaruddin (I don't know who he is, just my friend's friend, maybe u can call 2nd degree friend?), Yunie (UPM Serdang, Civil Engineering), Myra Moe'hamad (UiTM Shah Alam, Computer Science)

She likes to pose, and of course likes something kind of America's Nxxt Top Model...

Two Couple? Well I guss they maybe meant 4 each other

Nurdhiya Aizat (UiTM Lendu, Mass Comm), Amirul NAdzri (UiTM K. Pilah, Industrial Physics), & Hanis eating "Mee Sup" that Aizat hv prepared

Norhidayah Azhar (UiTM Jengka, Civil Engineering Diploma), Myra & Yunie excited in eating "ramen"??

They still my friends, despite their characteristics and generosity, but I guess they're a very nice, graceful friends I've ever met...

Raya Story : Part 1 - The Reunion

2010-09-21T23:55:00.013+08:00

Welcome Back...

Someone has said to me that u should focus on the identity of the blog, so that the blog become popular and the number of visitor increase. But hen, I don't publicise the blog is my aim, as this blog is just my way of expressing my "rebellion" (Hahaha...). Anyway, let's just continue on my latest project, Raya Story, to commemorade the memories of my primary schooldays here.

Maybe should I say here, Reunion 6 Mawar 2002, at Teacher's house....

This is... my homeroom teacher Cik Zairin Zamri (6 Mawar '02)

Azfar Roslan, now at IKM Besut, Terengganu

Amirul Nadzri (UiTM K. Pilah, Industrial Physics), Eme (UiTM Jengka, Banking I guess)

Shasha (I dunno, working I gues, maybe that's why she came with Honda Accord then..)

The two outsider, Ijat (practical in MDR, n the"real" outsider, even I didn't know the name)

Darul Adnin Derome, currently studying Medicine in USM Kubang Kerian, Kelantan

The two Drifter, Akbar Noor Azlan and Wan Mohd. Nazmie (Perodua, Rawang)

My BFF I guess, Azuwan Mohamed Zin, UiTM Penang, Mechanical Engineering

Myra Moe'hamad (UiTM Shah Alam, Computer Science I guess), Anis Khairunnisa (UMT, not sure which course)

(furthermost left) Farah Iliani, Polytechnic Port Dickson

[p/s : I'm not sure whether they really going there, or it's my miscommunication between them, but I think that's the truth... May c uc again in Part 2, till then...]

Continue My Journey

2010-09-12T22:59:00.026+08:00

Welcome back...

Some of my friends have told me, you just post about girl groups, but what about boys???
Seems that I should post some from the boys...

1. DBSK (Dong Bang Shin Ki, or "The Rising Sun of the East")

from left : Xiah Junsu, Micky Yoochun, Hero Jaejoong, Max Changmin, U-Know Yunho

Company : SM Entertainment
Debut : December 26, 2003
Hit Song : Mirotic, Purple Line, O~Jung Ban Hap, Rising Sun, Tri-Angle

2. SS501 (pronounce Double S-501)

from left : Park Jung Min, Kim Hyung Jun, Kim Hyun Joong, Kim Kyu Jong, Heo Young Saeng

Company : DSP Entertainment
Debut : June 8, 2005
Hit Song : Love Ya, Love Like This, 4 Chance, Unlock, Snow Prince

3. Super Junior

stand (from left) : Shindong, Yesung, Heechul, Siwon, Hankyung, Kangin, Leeteuk
sit (from left) : Kyuhyun, Donghae, Sungmin, Kibum, Eunhyuk, Ryeowook

Company : SM Entertainment
Debut : November 6, 2005
Hit Song : Sorry Sorry, U, Don't Don, TwinS, Bonamana

4. Big Bang

from left : T.O.P, G-Dragon, Taeyang, Daesung, Seungri

Company : YG Entertainment
Debut : August 19, 2006
Hit Song : Lies, Last Farewell, Day By Day, Sunset Glow, Oh My Friend

5. FT Island (Five Treasure Island)

from left : Lee Jaejin, Song Seunghyun, Lee Hongki, Choi Minhwan, Choi Jonghun

Company : F&C Music
Debut : May 27, 2007
Hit Song : Love Sick, Until You Come Back, Thunder, I Hope, Love Love Love

6. Supernova (a.k.a Cho Shin Sung)

from left : Sungje, Geonil, Sungmo, Yunhak, Kwangsu, Jihyuk

Company : Core Contents Media
Debut : September 17, 2007
Hit Song : Super Star, HIT, Romance, The Day That I Missed You

7. SHINee

from left : Onew, Taemin, Jonghyun, Minho, Key

Company : SM Entertainment
Debut : May 25, 2008
Hit Song : Replay (Noona You're So Pretty), Love Like Oxygen, Juliette, Ring Ding Dong, Lucifer

8. 2AM

from left : Changmin, Seulong, Jo Kwon, Jinwoon

Company : JYP Entertainment
Debut : July 11, 2008
Hit Song : This Song, Confession of A Friend, Lost, Can't Let You Go Even If I Die, I Did Wrong

9. 2PM

from left : Junsu, Chansung, Junho, Jaebeom, Nichkhun, Taecyeon, Wooyoung

Company : JYP Entertainment
Debut : September 4, 2008
Hit Song : 10 Points Out Of 10 Points, Only You, Again & Again, Heartbeat, Without U

10. U-KISS

from left : Eli, Dongho, Soohyun, Kibum, Kevin, Alexander, Kiseop

Company : NH Media
Debut : August 28, 2008
Hit Song : Only One, Come To Me, Man Man Ha Ni, Round & Round, What

11. MBLAQ (Music Boys Live in Absolute Quality)

from left : Mir, Thunder, G.O., Lee Joon, Seungho

Company : J.Tune Entertainment
Debut : October 14, 2009
Hit Song : Oh Yeah, G.O.O.D Luv, Y, One Better Day

12. Beast (Boys of the EAst Standing Tall)

from left : Doojoon, Dongwoon, Yoseob, Gikwang, Hyunseung, Junhyung

Company : Cube Entertainment
Debut : October 14, 2009
Hit Song : Bad Girl, Mystery, Shock, Special, Take Care of My Girlfriend

13. CN Blue (Code Name Blue)

from left : Jungshin, Jonghyun, Yonghwa, Minhyuk

Company : F&C Music
Debut : January 14, 2010 (Korea)
Hit Song : Now or Never, Love Revolution, I'm A Loner, Love, Black Flower

14. F.Cuz

from left : Jinon, Yejun, Lee U, Kan

Company : CAN&J's Entertainment
Debut : January 8, 2010
Hit Song : Jiggy, No One

15. ZE:A (Children Of Empire)

from left : Hyungshik, Taehun, Kevin, Heechul, Junyoung, Dongjoon, Siwan, Minwoo, Kwanghee

Company : Star Empire Entertainment
Debut : January 7, 2010,
Hit Song : Mazeltov, All Day Long, Level Up

Of course, not all of the current idols are listed (some of them are disbanded, other very new, no data about them or inactive during this post is created), but maybe some info may help u all.. Enjoy....

Who Do You Want???

2010-09-10T22:59:00.028+08:00

Welcome back....

It's just that i don't know how much idea I want to squeeze form my minds to create a "poetic, yet appealing" post here. Now that I've already passed the Eid (supposed to be Raya Day 1), still I don't have any memories that I can preserve for now. I'm trying to search back my old buddy, but it only found the dead end (what I mean is they're not located, or perhaps I should say, MIA). Many of my friend dispersed everywhere, as I didn't know where have they been last 8 years ago. Nah, just forget about it, and let's focus on my topics for today. Maybe I should reported about my Raya, sooner or later..
Nowadays, many of my friends like to watch Korean stuff, as I ever realise. They seemed to be attracted to these "Hallyu Wave" and let them sink deep beneath the famous notion of the Korean Entertainment, especially girl group idols. Well, let's make it short, and should I proceed yours with my content, let me do.

There are a lot of Korean girl groups formed these last 2 years (not included the defunct, and the "transfer of the member" of the group to another or withdrawal from the group itself). For those who are INTERESTED, let me show you some "booster"...

SM Entertainment

SNSD (So Nyeo Shi Dae, a.k.a Girls' Generation)

from left (clockwise) : Hyoyeon, Seohyun, Tiffany, Yuri, Taeyeon, Sunny, Jessica, Yoona, Sooyoung

f(x)

from left : Amber, Victoria, Sulli, Luna, Krystal

DSP Entertainment

Kara

from left (clockwise): Seungyeon, Jiyoung, Hara, Gyuri, Nicole

Rainbow

from left : Yoon Hye, Ji Sook, Hyun Young, Jae Kyung, Woo Ri, No Eul, Seung A

JYP Entertainment & Co. (Cube Entertainment, AQ Entertainment)

Wonder Girls

from left : Sohee, Yubin, Hyelim, Sunye, Yeeun

4minute

from left : Jihyun, Gayoon, Jiyoon, Sohyun, Hyuna

miss A

from left : Jia, Min, Suzy, Fei

Core Contents Media

T-ara

from left : Qri, Eunjung, Jiyeon, Boram, Soyeon, Hyomin

Davichi

from left : Kang Min Kyung & Lee Hae Ri

SeeYa

from left : Kim Yeonji & Lee Boram

YG Entertainment

2NE1

from left : Minzy, CL, Sandara Park, Park Bom

Pledis Entertainment

After School

from left : Jooyeon, Jungah, Kahi, UEE, Nana, Raina, Bekah

Nega Network

Brown Eyed Girls

from left : Miryo, Gain, Narsha, Jea

Star Empire Entertainment

Jewelry

from left (clockwise) : Kim Eun Jung, Ha Joo Yeon, Park Jung Ah, Seo In Young

Nine Muses

among them (not in order) : Rana, Sara, Minha, Violet, Lee Sam, Lee Rin, Vinny, Jaekyung, Hyemi

Starship Entertainment

Sistar

from left : Soyu, Bora, Hyorin, Dasom

TS Entertainment

Secret

from left : Jun Hyosung, Han Sunhwa, Zinger, Song Jieun

DreamTea Entertainment

Girl's Day

among them (not in order) : Ji In, Ji Hae, Ji Sun, Min Ah, So Jin

Uefa Champions League Draw....

2010-08-27T17:41:00.007+08:00

Ell0w Again....

ni undian byk thrill nyer..
tp nasib baik team favourite ak dpt yg senang2 je...
tp tunggu je la, Rooney x perform, Valencia x byk boost, Nani lps penalty kick plak..
yg penting ak nk tgk Hernandez + Macheda jd striker season ni...

gempak luu!!!!

Undian Champions League

Ni la team favourite ak...

tp ak x la fanatik sgt, just minat cm 2 je la....

Big Bang - Lies (거짓말)

2010-07-31T00:18:00.005+08:00

여보세요... 여보세요?
Yeoboseyo... Yeoboseyo?
Hello… Hello?

(G-Dragon)
Yeah, love is pain

Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people

One's old a flame

Just scream my name

And I'm so sick of love songs

Yeah, I hate damn love songs, memento of ours

거짓말

Geojitmal...

Lies!

(G-Dragon)

늦은 밤 비가 내려와 널 데려와

Neujeun bam biga naeryeowa neol deryeowa

A late night and rain falling down

젖은 기억 끝에 뒤척여 나

Jeojeun gieok kkeute dwicheogyeo na
I bring you back from my memories I promised myself

너 없이 잘 살 수 있다고

Neo eobsi jal sal su itdago

I would be fine without you but I can’t help it

다짐 해 봐도 어쩔 수 없다고

Dajim hae bwado eojjeol su eobdago

I take in liquor which

못하는 술도 마시고

Mothaneun suldo masigo

I don’t even know how to

속 타는 맘 밤새 채워 봐도

Suk taneun mam bamsae chaewo bwado

handle trying to fill my empty heart

싫어 너 없는 하루는 길어 빌어

Sirheo neo eomneun haruneun gireo bireo

A day without you is too long

제발 잊게 해달라고 (거짓말이야)

Jebal itge haedallago (geojitmaliya)

I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie)

(Seungri)
너 없는 내겐 웃음이 보이지 않아

Neo eomneun naegen useumi boiji anha
Without you happiness cannot be found in me

눈물조차 고이지 않아

Nunmuljocha goiji anha

I can’t even shed any tears

더는 살고 싶지 않아

Deoneun salgo sipji anha

I don’t want to live anymore

(G-Dragon)

Yeah

엿같애 열 받게

Yeotgatae yeol badge
Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off

네 생각에 돌아버릴 것 같애

Ne saenggake dorabeoril geot gatae

I’m going crazy in thoughts of you

보고 싶은데 볼 수가 없데

Bogo sipeunde bol suga eobde
I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t

모두 끝났데

Modu kkeutnatde
that it’s all over

I'll be right there

(All)
I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해

Iya mollasseo ijeya arasseo nega piryohae

I didn't know. Now I realized that I need you

I'm so sorry but I love you 날카로운 말

I'm so sorry but I love you nalkaroun mal

I'm so sorry but i love you. I gave you scars

홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만

Hwatgime nado moreuge neol tteonabonaetjiman

I should have never let you go to waste

I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

I'm so sorry (TOP: I'm sorry) But I love you (TOP: I love you more more)

I'm so sorry but I love you 나를 떠나

I'm so sorry but I love you nareul tteona
I'm so sorry but I love you, can you leave me?

천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게

Cheoncheonhi ijeojullae Naega apahal su itge

And forget me slowly, so I can get hurt

(T.O.P)
그댈 위해서 불러왔던 내 모든 걸 다 바친 노래

Geudael wihaeseo bulleowatdeon Nae modeun geol da bachin norae
I dedicated my all into this song for you

(Daesung)
사람들은 모르겠죠

(Saramdeureun moreugetjyo)

other people probably don’t know

(T.O.P)
난 혼자 그 아무도 아무도 몰래

Nan honja geu amudo amudo mollae

By myself, without anyone knowing

그래 내가 했던 말은 거짓말

Geurae naega haetdeon mareun geojitmal
yeah, those words I said were lies

홀로 남겨진 외톨이 그 속에 헤매는 내 꼴이

Hollo namgyeojin witori Geu soge hemaeneun nae kkori
A loner left in the midst of it all. In my pocket is the breakup letter

주머니 속에 꼬깃꼬깃 접어 둔 이별을 향한 쪽지

Jumeoni soge kkogitkkogit Jeobeo dun ibyeoreul hyanghan jjokji
that’s all wrinkled and folded up in my pocket

(Daesung)
넌 어딨나요 널 부르는 습관도

(Neon eoditnayo neol bureuneun seubgwando)

(And my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are)

(T.O.P)
난 달라질래 이젠 다 웃어 넘길게

Nan dallajillae ijen da useo neomgilge

I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.

(All)
I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해

Iya mollasseo ijeya arasseo nega piryohae

I didn't know. Now I realized that I need you

I'm so sorry but I love you 날카로운 말

I'm so sorry but I love you nalkaroun mal

I'm so sorry but i love you. I gave you scars

홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만

Hwatgime nado moreuge neol tteonabonaetjiman

I should have never let you go to waste

I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

I'm so sorry (TOP: I'm sorry) But I love you (TOP: I love you more more)

I'm so sorry but I love you 나를 떠나

I'm so sorry but I love you nareul tteona
I'm so sorry but I love you, can you leave me?

천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게

Cheoncheonhi ijeojullae Naega apahal su itge

And forget me slowly, so I can get hurt

Oh oh oh oh oh

모든게 꿈이길

Modeunge kkumigil

I hope this is all a dream
Oh oh oh

이것 밖에 안되는 나라서

Igeot bakke andoeneun naraseo

because I only add up to this much

Drop that babe...

(Daesung)
아직도 너를 못 잊어

Ajikdo neoreul mot ijeo

I still can’t forget you

아니 평생을 가도 죽어서까지도 yeah

Ani pyeongsaengeul gado Jugeoseokkajido yeah
No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die, yeah

(Taeyang)
내가 준 상처 아물었는지

Naega jun sangcheo amureonneunji
Did the scars I gave you heal?
미안해 아무 것도 해준 게 없는 나라서

Mianhae amu geotdo haejun ge eomneun naraseo
I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you

(All)
I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해

Iya mollasseo ijeya arasseo nega piryohae

I didn't know. Now I realized that I need you

I'm so sorry but I love you 날카로운 말

I'm so sorry but I love you nalkaroun mal

I'm so sorry but i love you. I gave you scars

홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만

Hwatgime nado moreuge neol tteonabonaetjiman

I should have never let you go to waste

I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

I'm so sorry (TOP: I'm sorry) But I love you (TOP: I love you more more)

I'm so sorry but I love you 나를 떠나

I'm so sorry but I love you nareul tteona
I'm so sorry but I love you, can you leave me?

천천히 잊어줄래 내가ge 아파할 수 있게

Cheoncheonhi ijeojullae Naega apahal su itge

And forget me slowly, so I can get hurt

Bye bye...

Ceritera Terbaru

2010-07-19T19:14:00.002+08:00

Bertemu kembali...

Ya, mmg sudah seminggu di sini, menantikan hari yang belum tentu tahu apa yang akan terjadi esok hari. Tapi, untuk menceritakan kisah yang berlaku sepanjang minggu pertama di kampus ini, ceritakan sajalah...

Aku balik hari Ahad, dalam waktu petang la juga. Cuma aku hairan, kenapa tiba-tiba ramai pulak budak-budak blok B tersadai di blok C plak, tu yang pening. Rupa-rupanya, ramai lagi budak "senior" yang bertukar bilik dari blok B ke blok C. Nak tau kenapa?? Aku tak tau apa alasannya, tapi aku boleh la agak kenapa.

Sejak blok B "berketuakan" pembantu felo, En Ikhwan Zaini ni, macam-macam berlaku di sana. Perjumpaan di surau la, kena ambik nama la, lif rosak la, macam-macam alasan yang diberikan untuk bertukar blok. Natijahnya, terdapatlah lambakan pelajar di blok C ni. Blok yang satu ketika, tingkat 3, 5, 6, dan 7 hampir kosong, kini ceria berbanding sebelum ini.

aku pun tak tau nk cakap apa kt blog ni, coz ak pun tak tau nk tulis apa. Setakat nk memenuhkan kuota "satu blog sebulan" pun payah, Tapi, nk membaca blog orang, bukan main suka lagi. Tengok mereka-mereka ni, mmg la sangat kreatif dalam membuat blog, tapi, aku tak tau cmne nk menghiasnya.

Waqlau bagaimanapun, kte tunggu dan lihat apa yang boleh dilakukan untuk men"transformasi" blog yang sedia ada ni, sebab aku author, aku pun x tau cmne nk menghias blog ni!!!

[p/s: violetpagi @ unguviolet, ko pegi ngan sape mlm MTV tu?? Haha, kantoi....]

Promote

2010-06-14T06:20:00.006+08:00

We meet again...

It's a shocking story in my hometown when one of my old friends now entering NST Speakers Corner in YouTube!!! He even promote us to like dat vidz in the site. So, u may wonder, why he hv 2 do dat?? N y i'm willing 2 talk about it in my profile?? Maybe I should give u a brief info about this dude (???)

He was from my school rival when I was in primary schooldays. when I was 8, I was told by one of my transfer school friends that this boy have never lost in any story-telling competition in my district, perhaps even beating fellow friends from more prestigious school in Raub (Mahmud Primary, MGS n SK Bandar Raub). He even participated in gamelan and singing performance held for the Anniversary of Installation of Royal Sultan of Pahang Kingdom. He soon develops many rivals in competition, but sooner many people want to befriend him, as it helps by his gracefulness and generosity of him.

I might say that he may not be my best friend, but I know how strong he is in my hometown. Those who know Nurdhiya' Aizat Othman, and so well his stardom towards the glamorous world of cultural entertainment. W meet again in the late high schooldays, when he was the debator for SEMESTA, n I think he stills have it to blast off his opponents.

courtesy 2 nstyouth2010 in YouTube

wanna vote? just click "Like" at the bottom of the video! haha...

Apabila pantun dah "edited"......

2010-05-30T03:28:00.001+08:00

Kalau ada sumur di ladang
Bolehlah hamba menumpang mandi
Patutlah bau badan kau busuk semacam
Bilik air ada, buat apa kau mandi kat ladang..

Pisang emas dibawa berlayar
Masak sebiji di atas peti
Kat pasaraya tak ada hutang hutang
Kalau nak, bayar, "Cash On Delivery"!

Kalau ada jarum yang patah
Jangan di simpan di dalam peti
Kesian betul dengan kau ni
Jarum patah pun kau simpan dalam peti.

Dua tiga kucing berlari
Mana nak sama si kucing belang
Kalau kau berani kejarlah kucing tu
Mesti kau kena cakar sampai berbelang-belang gak..

Kajang Pak Malau kajang berlipat
Kajang hamba mengkuang layu
Kain Pak Malau, Mak Limah yang lipat
Kain aku, si pencuri yang sapu

Rumah Pak Mamat di tepi sawah
Pakai langsir berwarna biru
Ooi Pak Mat, langsir warna biru tak lawa lah
Pakailah warna kuning ke, hijau ke, kelabu asap ke

Air pasang dalam surut pukul lima
Nyonya bangun pagi siram pokok bunga
Haloo nyonya, mau tanya sikit
Siram pokok bunga aje, tak jual sayur ka?

Tuai padi antara masak
Esok jangan layu-layuan
Kalau padi tu belumlah masak
Janganlah tuai, taklah layu-layuan..

Limau purut masak di dahan
Batang selasih condong uratnya
Limau purut tak boleh makan
Nanti sakit perut apa ubatnya.

Pulau Pandan jauh ke tengah
Gunung Daik bercabang tiga
Buat apa nak ke Pulau Pandan yang jauh tu
Pergi aje ke Kampung Pandan

Sorong papan tarik padan
Buah keranji dalam perahu
Tolonglah jangan makan buah keranji tu
Nanti badan kau orang berbau

Hayya Cik Siti, perempuan banyak muda
Ana banyak takut jalan tutup mata
Memanglah takut kalau jalan tutup mata
Sebab takut terpijak lubang Indah Water

Encik Baba jatuh dalam parit
Cik Aminah ketawa jerit jerit
Sampai hati Cik Aminah ketawakan saya jerit-jerit
Mentang-mentanglah saya jatuh dalam parit

Buai laju laju
Sampai pokok sena
Woii, jangan buai laju-laju
Nanti kang tercampak kat pokok sena

Timang tinggi-tinggi
Sampai cucur atap
Cucur atap tak sedap
Cucuk pisang, cucur udang, haaa tu sedap!!

Sekian, terima kasih...

10-10-10

2010-04-12T18:13:00.002+08:00

bertemu kembali....

agak-agaknya la kn, cmne ak nk hadapi hari ni eh??
psl ak rasa cm tahun sblm2 ni, semua sama jer..
tahun ni rasanya nk wat len sket,
like making it special, instead of having some rememberance, maybe a surprise party would be better

of course, i want something memorable for the day, but no kind of "flour-bath", "egg-bath" or even "soap bath"!!. So, what do you think of? Any special occasions that I can do to make these date memorable? Maybe going out with my frenz or even some memorable moments that I can't forget 4 da rest of my life.

maybe u could think of any ideas???

C.N. Blue - I'm A Loner (외톨이야)

2010-01-22T22:03:00.007+08:00

외톨이야 외톨이야
외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
(I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

봐봐 나를 봐봐
Boaboa nareul boaboa
Look, look at me, me.

똑바로 내 두눈을 봐
Ddokbaro nae dununeul boa
Look at me straight in the eyes.

거봐 이미 너는 딴 곳을 보고 있어
Keoboa i-mi neoneun ddan gotseul bogo isseo
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.

Check it One Two Three

시 계바늘만 쳐다보는게
Sikyebaneulman chyeoboneunke
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.

말 안해도 다른 사람 생긴걸 알아
Mal anhaedo dareun saram saengkingeol ara
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.

(Rap)
요즘 넌 나 아닌 다른 사람과 만남이 잦더라
Yojeum neon na a-nin dareun saramgoa mannami jatdeora
You've been meeting someone else often lately.

이제는 먼저 전화도 걸지 않더라
I-jeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji anh-deora
You don't even call me first anymore.

나랑 있을 때는 하루가 일초라도
Narang i-eul ddaeneun haruga ilchorado
When you are with me, you would only look at

넌 내 앞에선 요즘 하늘만 보더라
Neon nae apeseon yojeum haneulman bodeora
the sky even if a day is a second long.

Oh I know your mind 이미 너와 나의 거리
Oh I know your mind i-mi neowa na-eui keori
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.

멀어진 그리고 벌어진 남보다 못한 우리 사이
Meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda mot-han u-ri sa-i
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.

(C/o)
oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야
oh baby Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner. I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
Sarang-e seulpeohago sarang-e, nunmoljitneun oi-tolyi-ya
I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love.

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kaseumi apa
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.

Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.

one two three four five six seven night

수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
Su maneun bameul sae-u-myeo nareul dalraego i-sso
I'm crying passing many nights awake

(Rap)
차라리 다른 사람 생겼다고
Charari dareul saram saengkyeodago
If you had just told me honestly

내 가 싫으면 싫다고
Naega sileumyeon sildago
that you got someone else

차 라리 솔직하게 말해줬다면
Charari suljikhake malhaejueodamyeon
That you hate me

난 너를 죽도록 미워하진 않았을텐데
nan neoreul juldorok miwohajin anh-a-eul-tenteo
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death

check it one two three

네 말을 되새겨봐도
Ne maleul dwisaekyeoboado
Remembering your words

이 리 저리 둘러대는 거짓말이야
I-ri jeori dulreodaeneun keojitmal-i-ya
they are all silly lies

(C/o)
oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야
oh baby Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner. I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
Sarang-e seulpeohago sarang-e, nunmoljitneun oi-tolyi-ya
I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love.

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kaseumi apa
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.

Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.

one two three four five six seven night

수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
Su maneun bameul sae-u-myeo nareul dalraego i-sso
I'm crying passing many nights awake

(Interlude)
사랑이 가네 사랑이 떠나네
Sarang-i kane sarang-i ddeonane
Love is going. Love is leaving

(한 사람을 그리고 한 사랑을, 내게는 익숙했던 모든 것들을)
(Han sarameul geurigo han sarangeul, Naegeneun ik-sukhaedeon modeun keotdeuleul)
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)

이 밤이 가면 널 지워야겠지
I bami kamyeon neol jiwoyakeji
I should erase you after tonight

(그래 나 억지로라도 너를 지워야겠지, 날 버린 널 생각하면 그래야겠지)
(Geurae na eokjirorado neoreul jiwoyakeji, Nal beorin neol saengkakhamyeon geuraeyakeji)
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)

Gone Gone my love is gone!

(C/o)
외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner. I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

사랑에 아파하고 사랑을 기다리는 외톨이
sarange apahago sarangeul gidarineun wetori
I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 꿈 이길 원해
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight ggum i-kil wonhae
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. I want this to be a dream.

Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.

one two three four five six seven night

수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
Su maneun bameul sae-u-myeo nareul dalraego i-sso
I'm crying passing many nights awake

[p/s: at last, after few months of delay, these post is finally done. This song is from CN Blue (Code Name : Burning, Lovely, Untouchable, Emotional), a rookie band from Busan, South Korea. With a band-style performance, this will bring some differences to Korean mainstream entertainment, apart from the dominated dancing style group, following the existence of other band like The Traxx and fellow "compatriot" FT Island. "I'm A Loner" recently has become hit, make them the contender to the best rookie group this year. Currently, their leader, Jung Yonghwa are now filming MBC Show "We Got Married" with SNSD's maknae Seohyun, after his pre-success debut in his first drama, SBS's "Youre Beautiful" with Jang Geum Suk (Beethoven Virus, Do Re Mi Fa So La Si Do), FT Island's Lee Hong Ki and Park Shin Hye (Stairway To Heaven, Prince Hours). The drummer, Kang Min Hyuk are now the MC for MNet Countdown, another music chart show. ]

Super Junior M - Super Girl

2009-11-26T01:58:00.006+08:00

[Kyuhyun]
Oh~ 超级超级的女孩
Oh~ Super super girl
Oh~ chao ji chao ji de nu hai

Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~

[Siwon]
看我看看我
Look at me, take a look at me
kan wo kan kan wo

不要总是想着他
Don’t always be thinking of him
bu yao zong shi xiang zhe ta

不爱不爱他不爱你
Doesn’t love doesn’t love, he doesn’t love you
bu ai bu ai ta bu ai ni

你的完美胜过他
Your perfection exceeds his
ni de wan mei sheng guo ta

[Kyuhyun]
不要再盯着那手机
Don’t stare at that phone
bu yao zai ding zhe na shou ji

不要再那三心二意
Don’t be undecided
bu yao zai na san xin er yi

你明白的, 你清楚的, 我超级的女孩
You understand it, you know it, my super girl
ni ming bai de, ni qing chu de, wo chao ji de nu hai

[Ryeowook]
有时候想起他送你的花
Sometimes I think about the flowers he gave you
you shi hou xiang qi ta song ni de hua

[Henry]
丢掉快丢掉吧
Throw it, throw it away now
diu diao kuai diu diao ba

[Ryeowook]
还有他那最迷人的微笑
And that mesmerizing smile of his
hai you ta na zui mi ren de wei xiao

[Henry]
忘掉快忘掉吧
Forget it, forget it now
wang diao kuai wang diao ba

[Ryeowook]
他的温柔还会让你颠倒
His tenderness still makes you fall head over heels for him
ta de wen rou hai hui rang ni dian dao

[Henry]
醒来块醒来吧
Wake up, wake up now
xing lai kuai xing lai ba

[Ryeowook]
你的好是多么神秘
Your good points are so mysterious
ni de hao shi duo me shen mi

[Henry]
请让我好好地保密
Please let me keep them safely and securely
qing rang wo hao hao de bao mi

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
Oh my super girl, you are my baby girl
oh my super girl ni shi wo de baby girl

[Kyuhyun]
他看不见你的美丽
He can’t see your beauty
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li

平凡背后的魔力
The power behind ordinariness
ping fan bei hou de mo li

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
Oh my super girl, I am your super man
oh my super girl wo shi ni de super man

[Ryeowook/Zhoumi]
你的眼神让我着迷
Your gaze captivates me
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi

为了你我什么都愿意
For you, I am willing to do anything
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

[All]
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ (My Love)

[Donghae]
看我看看我
Look at me, take a look at me
kan wo kan kan wo

不要总是随着他
Don’t always do what he wants
bu yao zong shi sui zhe ta

如果他说喜欢你
If he says he likes you
ru guo ta shuo xi huan ni

就算再忙也能够等到你
No matter how busy he is, he will wait for you
jiu suan zai mang ye neng gou deng dao ni

[Zhoumi]
那一定是他说的谎话
That is definitely a lie
na yi ding shi ta shuo de huang hua

那一定不是真心的话
That is defnitely not the truth
na yi ding bu shi zhen xin de hua

Oh~　别相信吧　离开吧
Oh~ don’t believe it, leave
Oh~ bie xiang xin ba li kai ba

Oh~　快到我的身边来
Oh~ come to me now
Oh~ kuai dao wo de shen bian lai

[Kyuhyun]
有时候想起他送你的花
Sometimes I think about the flowers he gave you
you shi hou xiang qi ta song ni de hua

[Hangeng]
丢掉快丢掉吧
Throw it, throw it away now
diu diao kuai diu diao ba

[Kyuhyun]
还有他那最迷人的微笑
And that mesmerizing smile of his
hai you ta na zui mi ren de wei xiao

[Hangeng]
忘掉快忘掉吧
Forget it, forget it now
wang diao kuai wang diao ba

[Kyuhyun]
他的温柔还会让你颠倒
His tenderness still makes you fall head over heels for him
ta de wen rou hai hui rang ni dian dao

[Hangeng]
醒来块醒来吧
Wake up, wake up now
xing lai kuai xing lai ba

[Kyuhyun]
你的好是多么神秘
Your good points are so mysterious
ni de hao shi duo me shen mi

[Hangeng]
请让我好好地保密
Please let me keep them safely and securely
qing rang wo hao hao de bao mi

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
Oh my super girl, you are my baby girl
oh my super girl ni shi wo de baby girl

[Siwon]
他看不见你的美丽
He can’t see your beauty
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li

平凡背后的魔力
The power behind ordinariness
ping fan bei hou de mo li

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
Oh my super girl, I am your super man
oh my super girl wo shi ni de super man

[Siwon]
你的眼神让我着迷
Your gaze captivates me
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi

为了你我什么都愿意
For you, I am willing to do anything
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

[Kyuhyun]
开心地　难过地
Happy times, sad times
kai xin de nan guo de

[Zhoumi /Kyuhyun/Donghae]
答应你　都陪你　都陪你
I promise I will go through them with you, go through them with you
da ying ni dou pei ni dou pei ni

[Ryeowook]
准备了全世界最好的爱　最贵的爱
I prepared the best love in this world, the most expensive love
zhun bei le quan shi jie zui hao de ai zui gui de ai

等你搬进我的心里来
I’m waiting for you to move into my heart
deng ni ban jin wo de xin li lai

[Donghae]
幸福的权利不要放弃
Don’t give up your rights to happiness
xing fu de quan li bu yao fang qi

全世界最完美的唯一
The only most perfect thing in the world
quan shi jie zui wan mei de wei yi

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
Oh my super girl, you are my baby girl
oh my super girl ni shi wo de baby girl

[Siwon]
他看不见你的美丽
He can’t see your beauty
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li

平凡背后的魔力
The power behind ordinariness
ping fan bei hou de mo li

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
Oh my super girl, I am your super man
oh my super girl wo shi ni de super man

[Siwon]
你的眼神让我着迷
Your gaze captivates me
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi

为了你我什么都愿意
For you, I am willing to do anything
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

[Kyuhyun]
你是我最超级的女孩
You are my super girl
ni shi wo zui chao ji de nu hai

[All]
（别在等待等待）
(Don’t wait, wait)
(bie zai deng dai deng dai)

[Kyuhyun]
跟着我一起飞到未来
Fly to the future with me
gen zhe wo yi qi fei dao wei lai

[All]
（爱情不用彩排彩排）
(Love doesn’t need rehearsals, rehearsals)
(ai qing bu yong cai pai cai pai)

[Ryeowook]
我是你最超级的依赖
I am your super dependence
wo shi ni zui chao ji de yi lai

[All]
（别在等待等待）
(Don’t wait, wait)
(bie zai deng dai deng dai)

[Ryeowook]
跟着我一起飞到未来
Fly to the future with me
gen zhe wo yi qi fei dao wei lai

[All]
（爱情不用彩排彩排）
(Love doesn’t need rehearsals, rehearsals)
(ai qing bu yong cai pai cai pai)

[All]
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ My Love

p/s: dunno y i'm attracted 2 this song. It looks catchy 4 me, but i think u would agree wit that. This song is called "Super Girl", performed by Super Junior M, subgroup of Super Junior, a huge 13-member boyband from Korea. "M" in Super Junior M refers to Mandarin, as the group is created to attract more Chinese (Taiwanese) fanbase. This is Korean band, but the song is in Chinese! Lead female model in the video clip : Jessica (So Nyeo Shi Dae, or commonly known as SNSD). Enjoy k.... (I'm uploading the video 4 almost a week, and waiting 4 processing it till I wonder what time it was done!) Till nxt time, bye!!]

"Couple", Kawan & "Teman Tapi Mesra"??? - 2

2009-11-13T18:22:00.003+08:00

First time ak rasa cm ade gak org yg tau psl blog ni... Well, it seems that i've ignited some respected, but dissatisfied comrades. But so, it'll never been my wish to insult or condemn their act or even intervene in their life, 4 sure. However, if i said dat it just 4 fun & amusement, that'll b very wicked of me. Anyway, let's just take it 4 reading k...

for the nxt session, i'll proceed wit another story, the continuation of the previous one.

7th:
The boy, he's still here. He's handsome, tall, look like a model. The details, pretty unknown, but i heard it from pne of my frenz in PMI. The girlz, she's not here anymore (perhaps u can guess where is she!) If u tell about the intelligence, the girlz r more brilliant than the boys, but i think dat they can hide the secrets for a long time till nobody knows 'bout it. This story is a special case. coz not many knows. The details, they r in the same organization, n they r in the same bureau b4 she left. "Pandai btul diorang ni, tp sepandai2 tupai melompat, akhirnya jatuh ke tanah juga!!"

8th:
They always denied that they r a couple. I'm also not sure whether they r a couple, but i think, they r into it. Details, boy are a very gentleman person, i could say that he's very dedicated to the job n he has many friends, very joyful frenz. The gurlz, she's from a different course as the boyz, but as above, they r in the same unit (mmg diorg ni bertemu dr satu tempat yg sama kn?) The gurlz seem very happy go lucky, have a very "powerful" teasing-mouth (i mean, mulut dier mmg agak "laser" la). Even so, she's a very kind person, n they r spoting, but very expert on hiding their story to public. Wish them luck k!!

9th:
It looks like she's the one that kind of a very populaire-hyper-but-small girl that makes everyone sad-happy-and-excited world. She has so many past experience that shouldn't b told here, but it seems that she went through any obstacles encounter easy, just like the proverb "let bygones be bygones." The boy, slightly unknown, but it doesn't take long 4 me 2 know him. Like in Emily Dickinson's "There's Been Death in the Opposite House", she write it in the poem "the intuation of the news, in just a small town"; u may conclude my word by urself rite?? The gurl always, always, and ALWAYS warned the writer about her principle, but it's hers, not mine, mine wit mine, hers wit hers rite??

10th:
It looks like 4 me, they r the earliest ever couple that i ever known here. First, i met them while waitin' 4 da bus to come, then they appear out of shock! I asked the gurl; "Knape dgn XXXX tu?" then she says "X de, just temankan dier psl kakak dier nk jemput nnt, teman dier tunggu jap." And so, I suspected something happens, & not long after, I met them dating at MIDVALLEY!!! Owhh man... when i called them, they just smiling. The boy are so gentleman,not like the girl, she's just so "tough", could be. Everytime I've seen them, the boy is just like being "queen-controlled" by the gurl. Hmm... "que sera sera, what will be, will be, will be...."

ok, c u nxt time!!!

"Couple", Kawan & "Teman Tapi Mesra"???

2009-10-18T22:18:00.002+08:00

It's been a week since my b-day, n i din't hv opportunity 2 blog here. Well i guess that this is the time that I can post sumthin that i wanna shout here.

Dewasa ini, ramai antara kawan-kawan ak yg semakin renggang, dek penangan "couple" ni la. Setia hari, ada saja yg dtg ber'duet" sama2, x kira la mlm ke, siang ke, apa2 la. Nk gak ak ceritakan "kisah" couple yg penah ak tgk dan perhatikan sblm ni:

1st:
Yg ni, asyik berkepit je hari2. X pernah plak ak gk diorg x berkepit langsung. sorang tinggi sgt, sorang lg rendah sgt Ak x tau la cmne diorg bertemu, tp most probably dr satu society yg sama la kn.... klu x, x kn bleh jmpe kn... Kdg-kala duduk kt blakang bas, ntah pe la diorg ckp, kdg2 tergelak la, smpai sanggup datang awal kt kampus. X pernah ak tgk dier cm 2 sblm ni. maybe coz awek dier mmg cantik, mantap, walaupun pendek. Hmm, penangan cinta, mmg dahsyat kn...

2nd:
Perihal cerita mereka mmg agak "low profile". Lelaki dier, klu tgk personaliti, mmg salute la. Gaya mmg ada, + pengalaman sekolah lama dlu, menjadikan dirinya antara yg mempunyai sifat yg "bravo" la (bravo la sgt). The gurlz, hmm... bdk ni x la menonjolkan diri sgt, tp dier mmg hot, ramai gak yg mnt kt dier, just dier je yg x nk layan. Nk kata ramai, mmg ramai gak la, tp ak x leh nafi, dua2 pandai sorok relationship diorg, ble nk jmpe pun, jmpe senyap2.. tp kdg2 org nmpk la gak kn....

3rd:
Yg ni pun lebih kurang cm 2nd gak, tp bezanya antara yg ni ngan 2nd, yg ni kelebihan dier, dier agak cerdik dan gentleman la, pointer four-flat. Undeniable, n bertuah la gak tgk diorg coz yg boyz cerdik, baik budi pekerti dan 'handsome". Yg gurlz plak lebih kurang cm yg second td, tp yg ni bukan bdk course dier mnt, tp bdk course len asyik memburu dier. n lg penting dier lg cantik dr yg 2nd tadi (pd opinion ak la..). Diorg x la terlalu flirtatious sgt, diorg pun nmpk sempoi, walaupun slalu bersama, tp diorg wat muka relaks je, nk kta couple 2, x gaya sgt, tp diorg slalu bersama, study sama2, jln pun sama2 gak. Org len slalu usik diorg, they just cool & calm je. Cayalah....

4th:
Kes ni plak, katanya start dr 1 majlis keramaian. Ye la kn, jejakanya agak "ok" la, n the gurlz pun kira "ok" la. Yg laki ni, diorg x segan silu utk mendedahkan hubungan mereka, walau pun org len memandang serong. namun begitu, pd ak la, let them be, n ak pun x nk kcau diorg, mende len, 2 serahkan pd Yg Maha Kuasa. They seem like agak free-flowing life, but they perhaps hv sumthin secret inside. Best of luck 4 diorg...

5th:
Rakan sekolah lama, ttp kini bertemu kembali di universiti. Tgk diorg, kdg2 nk tergelak gak, coz diorg ni agak happy-go-lucky. maybe coz of dat, they like a very happy couple. The boyz, agak panas baran, tp itu klu ade org kcau hidup dier la, time len, ak rasa ok je, nothing matters most. The gurlz, agak kebudak-budakan sket, but this is the reason why they look lie a good couple, isn' it??

6th:
Yg ni plak, gurlz plak yg well-known as an intelligent person. The boyz, really unknown, ak pun x knal dier sgt, tp diorg pun agak low-profile, just bdk kos diorg je kot yg tau psl ni. Ak x rapat ngan the boyz, but the gurlz is da one that i hv interviewed early on my days here. Slalu gak jmpe, n slalu la gak ak tgk on the early dayz, the boyz cuba nk memikat hati the gurlz. Smpai la dah dpt, still the gurlz x lokek nk jmpe ngan ak. Ak saja nk menyakat dier ngan balak dier, n she just smiling in shame... How sweet!!!

I think that's all kot. Bye!!!

Raya...????

2009-09-20T18:56:00.002+08:00

Raya....

"Berlalulah sudah Ramadhan, sebulan berpuasa
Tiba Syawal kita rayakan, dengan rasa gembira
Anak muda di rantauan, semuanya pulang ke desa
Ibu dan ayah keriangan, bersyukur tak terkira

Bertukar senyuman dan salam, ziarah-menziarahi
Tutur dan kata yang sopan, saling memaafi
Suasana hari raya, walau di mana pun jua
Memberikan ketenangan, dan mententeramkan jiwa

Kuih dan muih, beraneka macam, makanlah jangan hanya dipandang
Ketupat rendang, sila nikmati kawan, penat memasak malam ke pagi
Wajik dan dodol, jangan lupakan peninggalan nenek zaman-berzaman
Asyik bersembang, pak cik dan mak cik
Aduh, duit raya lupa nak diberi!"

Namun, pada hakikatnya, keindahan raya yang diingini tidaklah seindah suasana hari raya yang diidamkan. Dendangan lagu Anuar Zain dan Elina (kakak Elliza AF3) ini seakan-akan amat indah, tidak dapat dirasakan bagaimana pengalama berada dalam keadaan sedemikian. Pernah juga seorang sahabat menyapa diri saya "Waktu muda-muda ini, lebih baik ko enjoy dulu, time main, main betul2, jangan terlalu bersikap matang, nanti bila ko dah rasa kehilangan, barulah ko rasa terkilan". Mungkin ada benarnya apa yang telah dikatakan oleh sahabat ini, kerana pada hari raya tahun ini, memang terasa kelam dan suram rayanya. Mungkin kerana kita sudah dewasa, kita sudah tidak mahu lagi berkunjung ke rumah-rumah, mendapatkan duit raya, dan membandingkan siapa punyai duit raya yang paling banyak, kan?

Sungguhpun sedemikian, jika kita katakan suasana hari raya yang dialunkan lagunya oleh Anuar dan Elina ini, cukup mudah, datangnya Syawal, anak muda kembali ke kampung bersama-sama keluarga, ziarah-menziarahi, bermaaf-maafan, dan segalanya memberi ketenangan. Tetapi, saya sendiri merasakan ada sesuatu yang kehilangan dalam sambutan hari raya ini, entah kenapa hujahnya.

"Satu hari di hari raya
Ku lihat cahaya bersinar indah
Langit cemerlang tak terkira
Tanda kuasa Yang Maha Esa
Memberi nikmat pada manusia

Satu hari di hari raya
ku dengar irama yang sungguh indah
Cuba mendekati padanya
Kira irama itu adalah
Suara pujian pada Yang Esa

Satu hari di hari raya
Aku menangis tanda gembira
Aku menangis tanda kucinta
KepadaNya

Satu hari di hari raya
Kulihat wajah suci ibuku
Kulihat wajah kasih ayahku
Kugembira.....
Mungkin inilah dia kebahagiaan"

Lagu M. Nasir ini juga cukup tepat mengertikan hari raya. Mungkin pada liriknya agak ringkas, namu unsur-unsur muzika akustik diadun bersama tiupan seruling serta keroncong cukup mengesankan perasaan raya itu sendiri. Terdapat bahagia di dalam lagu tersebut, namun pada hakikat realiti yang aku alami, perasaan itu memang sudah hilang dari sambutan raya. Entah kenapa, tapi memang tak dapat diungkapkan apa punca di sebaliknya.

Cuba kita dengar kembali apa sebenarnya nikmat raya yang digambarkan dalam lagu Anuar & Elina, Sanisah Huri, Ahmad Jais, DJ Dave, Aman Shah, Hail Amer & Uji Rashid, sehingga penyanyi moden yang berjaya "menembusi" suasana raya sendiri, M. Nasir, Sudirman dan Mamat Exist.

Hanya satu yang bermain dalam fikiran saya : Kenapa suasana itu semakin hilang? Siapa yang silap?

Denggi or H1N1???

2009-08-31T01:02:00.002+08:00

Denggi or H1N1??

Dewasa ini, semakin ramai penduduk yang menghidap selesema A ataupun dipanggil dengan nama strain virus tersebut, H1N1. Namun, di Kediaman Siswa Jaya ini, lain pula yang terjadi. It's H1N1 yet, but it's dengue...

it's me who got it!! Dunno why, but i had a pain-strickening week coz of the incident. No appetite, no energy, even my tongue taste bitter after all of the meal. Ya, it's just a fever, but i've lost about 7kg as the aftermath of the "disease". But it's not too obvious as mine is not so thin too see it.

that's all!!

MAHABBAH '09

2009-08-18T19:04:00.002+08:00

Akhirnya, pesta hari terbuka tamat lebih kurang 10 hari yang lepas. Namun begitu, sebagai pengarah program Multimedia Games MAHABBAH, ada sesuatu yang saya sangat banggakan mengenainya, dan saya kira itulah kejayaan yang saya kecapi di sebalik kemurungan pesta hari terbuka ini.

Cmne nk ckp, coz mmg dari satu sudut, aq rasa mmg progrm aq berjaya, succeed, sebab aq dgr gerai ada masalah, tauke gerai nk boikot juala sebab x de orang nk beli. pengawal pulak buat muka sardin je, kata hari terbuka, pagar tutup x berbukak-bukak. Itu x pe lg, ade ke time ceramah "Syurga Di Bawah Telapak Kaki Ibu", pak guard boleh plak suruh penceramah parking kt belakang. Itu x pe lagi, klu hari perasmian, TNC dtg, dier bleh pak suruh pengarah kampus dgn dekan parking kt kafe, padahal parking utk vip dah disediakan utk perasmian. Terpaksalah ajk protokol ni bertungkus-lumus mencari vip-vip yang hilang. Surat utk hari terbua, macam la suart-surat yang aq pun x tau apa kandungannya, telah dihantar ke pos pengawal, namun ble dah sampai masanya, bleh plak pengawal2 x tau ape suart dier, kata surat x diberi lg. Itu mmg Naik MINYAK namanya.

Ble smpai hujung minggu, yg ni lg kelakar, ade plak ajk kna jd "pak guard" kawal pondok bagi orang masuk hari terbuka. Itu tahan lagi, klu org ramai nk masuk, ade plak "saringan" daripada pengawal2 ni, ntah ini peraturan UTm la, itu la, ini la....entah mana pengawal dier amik dari ceruk2 mana pun aq x tau la....

Back 2 my program, mmg program aq ni x dibuat utk tontonan orang ramai, psl nme pun tournament, nk bg org ramai tgk wat pe kn? game DotA wat kt bilik komputer blok c, sementara PES terpaksa la wat kt bilik TV tingkat 1.. Tak pernah2 wat kt blk 2... Klu PES senang, satu hari je dah siap game, semifinal dengan final buat kt blok a, time tu tgk bukan main game lg dah, mcm tgk match kt tv je, dr blok c bru keluar bilik komputer, dah ade org jerit "GOAL!!!"... MMg haru-biru tgk.... PES punyer game mmg havoc la... Smpai En Noh pun terlibat skali....

DotA ahad malam, ramai la tgk, tp cm biasa la, kt blok b, x ramai sgt la tgk kn... but anyway, the whole tournament is a success. Hadiah yang ditawarkan, cara permainan diadakan, game PES yang dibuka utk pertandingan, everything is better than last year... Thx 2 safety squad, logistics, biro makanan, dan semua yang terlibat dalam menjayakan program multimedia games ini....

Review of Lectures & Lecturers

2009-07-30T08:24:00.002+08:00

Well...

x de mende nk wat, so lets review on study in UTM.....

Circuit Theory...
Subjek ni agak payah nk score...
blaja ngan PM Zainudin cm ok je..
but still x leh pickup ape yg dier ajar..
cm biasa la, ble wat soalan, confirm sangkut nyer...
Bdk2 ni aq tgk diorg dpt jwb soklan, aq mmg dah cuak ni..
but I confident, i can score in style..
even not so stylish!!

ED2..
haha, ni lecturer mmg baik nyer ajar..
mmg mantap, sume ade dlm otak dier, ajar cm bg ceramah, x de pen, x de kertas, buku of course x de...
digital is right in his head...
tp klu nk score, mcm x convincing, tp bleh jer...

C++..
yg ni mmg kna blaja sendiri..
lecturer asyik MC jer...
tmbh cm x reti ajar
tnye lecturer len pun kte dier sakit...
bru blk dr London, takut kna H1N1 nnt...
aaahhh, lantak la...

Kalkulus...
No comment about the lecturer..
klu math, msti score, klu x pun kna score gak...
tp rasanya leh score, just lupe nk differentiate...
stakat ni ok je la...

Etika..
ni lecturer mmg slow je....
mmg kna ikut gaya lecturer2 dlu...
senyap, mmg cm bdk2 dlu blaja la
cm zaman 70-an je...
dengar je, klu x paham, tnye...
even so, skali rasa, cm dlm meeting plak,
x-clusive sket kn??

BI..
is nothing but FUN ALWAYS!!
mmg aq ternanti2kn subjek ni..
dah lme x belajar bi, mmg tension...
"yoroshiku onegaishimasu!!"

ok, that's all....

Oh My Life's Screwing Up!!!

2009-07-25T02:18:00.002+08:00

My life's already screw up!!
Why?

Coz is screwing up!!!

Tired, should I say.... But seriously, the environment for this semester is not so convenient, prior to past sem. It's just so bored that me myself had nothing fun to do, except 4 Mahabbah. The task is so difficult that I''ll collapse if i'm not taking safety precaution! Everything is so packed that nothing could be done, or even adjusting my life so that i've sumthin to do as my leisure time. Now, life's becomeing so complicated. Others are busy preparing 4 their quizzes, assignment, and etcetra, etcetra, etcetra. Others courses are way forward, rather than DDE, maybe should I say that the progress is so slow. Now, the seniors are giving pressure to the junior, as well as the"sempai-kouhei" process is implemented there, till i have no time 4 studying back at my room. Everytime I dream of were DotA, PES and O2!! What I learn now, i don't think I really understand at all.Seems like i'm just coming, "hearing" (instead of listening) the lecture, and bla, bla,bla.................... Ok, that's all. Last but not least, summon!!!! I already wasted RM35 just to pay summons at the "checkpoint". Three-quarters cargoes and I was summon! What happened to the staff? Don't they ashamed that collecting money from student who doesn't even have income, pay summon to those who are hired and get their salary paid!! What a humilliation, isn't it?

[p/s: Please, LET me out of here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!]

David Tao ft Jolin Tsai - Jin Tian Ni Yao Jia Gei Wo

2009-07-02T02:07:00.004+08:00

春暖的花开带走冬天的感伤
Chun nuan de hua kai dai zou dong tian de gan shang
Flowers blossoming in spring takes away the winter's pain

微风吹来浪漫的气息
Wei feng chui lai lang man de qi xi
A light wind blows a breath of romance

每一首情歌忽然充满意义
Mei yi shou qing ge hu ran chong man yi yi
Every love song suddenly is filled with meaning

我就在此刻突然见到你
Wo jiu zai ci ke tu ran jian dao ni
At this point you suddenly appear before me

春暖的花香带走冬天的饥寒
Chun nuan de hua xiang dai zou dong tian de qi han
Flowers blossoming in spring takes away the bitter cold of the winter

微风吹来意外的爱情
Wei feng chui lai yi wai de ai qing
A light breeze blows unexpected love [our way]

鸟儿的高歌拉近我们距离
Niao er de gao ge la jin wo men ju li
Birdsong draws us closer to each other

我就在此刻突然爱上你
Wo jiu zai ci ke tu ran ai shang ni
At this point i suddenly fall in love with you

听我说手牵手, 跟我一起走, 创造幸福的生活
Ting wo shuo, shou qian shou gen wo yi qi zou, chuang zao xin fu de sheng huo
Listen to me, [let's] hold hands, walk together, and create a happy life [together]

昨天你来不及, 明天就会可惜, 今天嫁给我好吗
Zuo tian ni lai bu ji, ming tian jiu hui ke xi, jin tian jai ge wo hao ma?
Yesterday you did not arrive on time, it would be a shame tomorrow, so will me marry me today?

JOLIN IN THE HOUSE
DT IN THE HOUSE
JOLIN IN THE HOUSE
DT IN THE HOUSE
COME ON, JOLIN IN THE HOUSE
DT IN THE HOUSE
OUR LOVE IN THE HOUSE
SWEET SWEET LOVE

夏日的热情打动春天的懒散
Xia ri de re qing da dong chun tian de lan san
Summer's kindness shifts spring's idleness

阳光照耀美满的家庭
Yang guang zhao yao mei man de jia ting
The sunshine illuminates the beauty of the family

每一首情歌都会勾起回忆
Mei yi shou qing ge dou hui gou qi hui yi
Every love song will bring up memories

想当年我是怎么认识你
Xiang dang nian wo shi zhe me ren shi ni
[i] think about how i met you that year

冬天的忧伤结束秋天的孤单
Dong tian de you shang jie xu qiu tian de gu dan
Grief in winter finishes autumn's loneliness

微风吹来苦辣的思念 (I’ MISSING YOU)
Wei feng chui lai ku le de si nian
The breeze blows by withered yearning

鸟儿的高歌唱着不要别离
Niao er de gao ge chang zhe bu yao bie li
The birdsong makes me not want to leave

此刻我多么想要拥抱你
Ci ke wo duo mo xiang yong bao ni
I immediately desire your hug

听我说手牵手, 跟我一起走, 过着安定的生活
Ting wo shuo shou qian, gen wo yi qi zou, guo zhe an ding de sheng huo
Listen to me, [let's] hold hands, walk together with me [let's live] a peaceful life

昨天你来不及, 明天就会可惜, 今天你要嫁给我
Zuo tian ni lai bu ji, ming tian jiu hui ke xi, jing tian ni yao jia gei wo
Yesterday you did not arrive on time, it would be a shame tomorrow, so you shall marry me today

听我说手牵手, 我们一起走, 把你一生交给我
Ting wo shuo shou qian, wo men yi qi zou, ba ni yi sheng jiao gei wo
Listen to me, [let's] hold hands and walk together, surrender yourself completely to me

昨天不要回头, 明天要到白首. 今天你要嫁给我
Zuo tian bu yao hui tou, ming tian yao dao bai shou, jin tian ni yao jia gei wo
Yesterday do not look back, we'll grow old [in the years to come], marry me today

RAP：
HEY HEY UH UH,
DING DONG,

听着礼堂的钟声, 我们在上帝和亲友面前见证
Ting zhe li tang de zhong sheng, wo men zai shang di he qing you mian qian jian zheng
Listen to the church bells ring, god and our friends will all be here to witness us [get married]

这对男女生就要结为夫妻
不要忘了这一切是多么的神圣
Bu yao wang le zhe yi qie duo mo de shen sheng
Do not forget just how sacred [marriage] is

你愿意生死苦乐永远和她在一起
Ni yuan yi sheng si ku le yong yuan he ta zai yi qi
You will for better for worse be with him together

爱惜她尊重她安慰她保护着她
Ai xi ta, zun zhong ta, an wei ta, bao hu zhe ta
Love him, respect him, comfort him and protect him

两人同时建立起美满的家庭你愿意这样做吗? YES I DO!
Liang ren tong xin jian li qi mei man de jia ting, ni yuan yi zhe yang zuo ma? yes i do
A couple together creates a happy family, are you willing to do this? yes i do

听我说手牵手, 跟我一起走, 创造幸福的生活
Ting wo shuo, shou qian shou gen wo yi qi zou, chuang zao xin fu de sheng huo
Listen to me, [let's] hold hands, walk together, and create a happy life [together]

昨天你来不及, 明天就会可惜, 今天嫁给我好吗
Zuo tian ni lai bu ji, ming tian jiu hui ke xi, jin tian jai ge wo hao ma?
Yesterday you did not arrive on time, it would be a shame tomorrow, so will me marry me today?

Cinta??? Benarkah Ada?

2009-06-22T01:45:00.002+08:00

Cinta.....

Ada orang kata cinta itu sesuatu yang indah. Memang byk yg telah digembar-gemburkan dlm drama, filem, mahupun dalam medium yang pelbagai. Ramai juga yang mengagung-agungkan cinta, memuja-muja cinta bagai dewa, dan sudah tentu lebih ramai yang mengatakan bahawa cinta itu lebih mulia drpd semua perkara.

Tetapi, benarkah apa yang diperkatakan ini? Ada yang mempercayainya, namun ada juga yang menafikannya. Golongan yang menerima, menyatakan bahawa cinta itu mulia kerana cinta yang ikhlas itu dapat menewaskan anasir-anasir luar yang memudaratkan, malah boleh memusnahkan. Ada juga yang menyatakan cinta yang kukuh dan abadi itu dapat menghadapi walau apa dugaan yang menimpa. Namun begitu, golongan yang menolak cinta abadi ini berpendapat bahawa cinta itu hanyalah satu dongengan semata-mata. Mereka berfikiran bahawa cinta itu sebenarnya hanya menyeksa diri mereka, kerana cinta sahaja belum mencukupi untuk menghadapi cabaran yang menimpa. Lihatlah, hidup manusia zaman sekarang, jika hanya bersandarkan cinta sahaja, tanpa harta misalnya, menyebabkan cinta itu goyah dan seterusnya menyebabkan porak peranda rumahtangga. Hidup yang sebelum ini diikat dengan kata-kata manis cinta, kini menjadi caci-cacian nista yang menyakitkan hati dan jiwa.

Secara peribadi, saya sememangnya tidak mempercayai cinta seperti ini. Bagi penulis ini, cinta seperti ini sebenarnya tidak wujud sama sekali. Kenapa saya berkata begini? Kerana saya berfikir bahawa cinta seperti itu sebenarnya hanya kata-kata dan janji-janji palsu yang bertujuan untuk memmuaskan hati masing-masing ketika sedang dibuai kemaruk percintaan yang mengasyikkan. Adakah mereka sedar, bahawa sebenarnya mereka ini hanya saya ibaratkan sebagai nakhoda dan anak kapal yang sedang asyik melayan hati dan jiwa masing-masing sehingga tidak menyedari bahawa kapal yang dinaiki sebenarnya menunggu detik untuk karam sahaja. Setelah menyedari bahawa kapal yang dinaiki itu hampir karam, sudah terhantuk, baru nak terngadah. namun, pada masa itu, segalanya sudah terlewat untuk diperbetulkan segala kesilapan yang terjadi. Sesal dahulu pendapatan, sesal kemudian tiada gunanya lagi. Seperti habis madu sepah dibuang, seperti kacang lupakan kulit, seperti melepaskan anjing yang tersepit, begitulah pendapat saya terhadap cinta. Jodoh itu sudah ditakdirkan, namun dengan mencari teman wanita mahupun teman lelaki, itu bukan caranya, bukan?

[p/s: Penulis ini sebenarnya sudah berkali-kali putus cinta, ditolak lamaran oleh perempuan, mahupun disindir kerana tidak menyedari bahawa dirinya ditinggalkan. Dan pada hari ini, peristiwa itu berulang lagi. Kali ini dengan sindiran tajam lagi melukakan hati ini. Memang sudah banyak kali penulis ini menitiskan air mata, menekup muka dengan bantal sehingga bantal itu basah lencun, mahupun meminggirkan diri dengan menyorok di dalam tandas, menangisi peristiwa-peristiwa menyedihkan. Malah, ada juga penulis melepaskan rasa sedihnya dengan mendengar lagu-lagu bernada melankolik dan menjerit jauh ke dalam hutan untuk melepaskan tekanannya. Dan pada saat itu juga penulis merasakan bahawa cinta sejati sebenarnya TIDAK wujud dalam dunia ini. BOHONG! Itulah apa yang penulis ingin laungkan kepada semua penulis skrip drama, filem mahupun pasangan kekasih yang sedang memadu cinta bagai madu yang baru diekstrak dari sarangnya. Mungkin inilah kali terakhirnya saya melakukan perkara yang tak sepatutnya dilakukan ini. Zaman ini, memang tiada perhubungan yang berlandaskan cinta semata-mata. Penjelasan? Kerana jika hari ini pasangan tersebut hanya ada cinta, adakah cinta itu boleh memberi rezeki kepada anak-anaknya? Adakah boleh memberi rezeki kepada isterinya? Tentu sekali tidak, bukan? Penulis ini mencari teman wanita kerana mahukan seseorang wanita tu memahami perasaan dan jiwa ini, itulah sebenarnya apa yang terbuku di hati. Setidak-tidaknya, penulis ini tidaklah senantiasa berpura-pura gembira di hadapan rakannya, ataupun berperasaan dingin atau bermuram durga. Hanya itu sahaja tujuannya, mahukan orang yang benar-benar dipercayai untuk mengubat hati ini. Namun kini, penulis merasakan insan seperti itu sememangnya tidak wujud di mata penulis...... Kesimpulannya, cukuplah ini kali terakhirnya penulis meluahkan perasaannya. Mungkin, jodoh penulis akan ditentukan oleh pilihan ibu bapanya, siapa tahu?]

Sleepers

2009-05-29T02:29:00.005+08:00

WeLCoMe BaCK MaN....

2009-05-23T20:40:00.002+08:00

eLLoW aGaiN....

Sudah sekian lamanya tidak memberi laporan dalam bog rekaan ni. Dan selama itu jugalah aq menghabiskan masa dengan perkara2 yg berfaedah + (x de faedah pun ade...)

Last entry, March 30, mmg dah lama x antar post, nk dekat 2 bln daa.... Almaklum la gak, dah lama, mula2 nk focus final xm, pastu tmbh plak ngan detik2 mendukacitakan, n detik2 mencemaskan, & pelbagai detik2 yg menggembirakan...

Selama itu jg la byk mehnah dan tribulasi yg dialami sepanjang tempoh post terakhir hingga kini.Dan selama itulah byk gak aktiviti2 yg x dpt dilupakan sepanjang tempoh itu juga.

Dari saat pertama kali "keluar" pd study week (faham2 sendiri la....), final xm yg dirasakan agak rileks (walaupun mmg hidup aq carca-marba gak la tyme 2), hingga la abis final xm, (jln2 ke genting pun ade - 15 April 2009) duduk umah wat lesen plak (dah 3 kali tertangguh, psl setiap kali nk wat, kba stay plak kt kampus), hingga la skrg (x abis2 lg ngan lesen....) byk pengalaman yg berlaku sepanjang tempoh itu, (kna ngelak pun ade, jd spy pun ade, kna spy pun ade.... yg penting, mcm2 ade la....) sehingga smlm, siap download Ryuusei no Kizuna (Bound By Shooting Star), lakonan Ninomiya Kazunari (Arashi, Yamada Taro Monogatari), Nishikido Ryo (NewS, One Litre of Tears) & Toda Erika (Death Note)....

Cte dier mmg best, rating tinggi kt jepun, (dlm 18% viewers) & they got award for that drama....
just try to watch it...

that's all i want to say, nnt klu ade ilham, bru tulis lg k...

YUI - Rolling Star

2009-03-30T21:36:00.007+08:00

もう我慢ばっかしてらんないよ
[Mou gaman bakka shiterannai yo]
My patience is running out

言いたいことは言わなくちゃ
[Iitai koto wa iwanakucha]
I want to say what I wanna say

帰り道夕暮れのバス停
[Kaerimichi yuugure no basutei]
Coming home from the bus stop at twilight

落ちこんだ背中に Bye Bye Bye
[Ochikonda senaka ni Bye Bye Bye]
Saying Bye Bye Bye to sad backs of others

君のFighting Pose 見せなきゃ Oh!Oh!
[Kimi no Fighting Pose misenakya Oh! Oh!]
You gotta show you Fighting Pose Oh! Oh!

夢にまで見たような世界は
[Yume ni made mita you na sekai wa]
A world like I have seen in my dreams

争いもなく平和な日常
[Arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou]
Without conflict, just daily peace

でも現実は日々トラブッて
[Demo genjitsu wa hibi to rabu de]
But in reality, I tend to worry about

たまに悔やんだりしてるそんな Rolling Days
[Tama ni kuyandari shiteru sonna Rolling Days]
Troubles and the daily grind those Rolling Days

転んじゃったっていいんじゃないの
[Koronjattatte iin ja nai no]
Even though you keep on falling

そんときは笑ってあげる
[Son toki wa waratte ageru]
You laugh and get up every time

乗り込んだバスの奥から
[Norikonda basu no oku kara]
As I board the vacant back of the bus

ちいさくほほえみが見えた
[Chiisaku hohoemi ga mieta]
You flash me a small smile

君を頼りにしてるよ Oh!Oh!
[Kimi wo tayori ni shiteru yo Oh!Oh!]
I must place my trust in you Oh!Oh!

夢にまで見たような Sweet Love
[Yume ni made mita you na Sweet Love]
Sweet Love like I have seen in my dream

恋人たちは隠れ家を探すの
[Koibitotachi wa kakure ga wo sagasu no]
Lovers searching for hidden refuge

でも現実は会えない日が
[Demo genjitsu wa aenai hi ga]
But in reality, on the days we cannot meet

続きながらも信じてるの Lonely Days
[Tsuzukinagara mo shinjiteru no Lonely Days]
Continue on but I believe in Lonely Days

Oh yeah, oh...

つまずいたって Way to go!!
[Tsumazuitatte Way to go!!]
Even if you stumble, Way to go!!

Yeah!! Yeah!!

泥どろけ Rolling Star!!
[Dorodoroke Rolling Star!!]
A muddled Rolling Star!!

なるべく笑顔でいたいけれど
[Naru beku egao de itai keredo]
It pains me so to see your smiling face, but

守り抜くためには仕方ないでしょ?
[Mamori nuku tame ni wa shikata nai deshou?]
Is there no way to protect you till the end?

きっと嘘なんてそう意味を持たないの
[Kitto uso nante sou imi wo motanai no]
There is no meaning to this lie, none at all

～All my loving...

そうじゃなきゃやってらんない
[Sou ja nakya yatterannai]
Without it, I can't go on

夢にまで見たような世界は
[Yume ni made mita you na sekai wa]
A world like I have seen in my dreams
争いもなく平和な日常
[Arasoi mo naku heiwa na nichijou]
Without conflict, just daily peace

でも現実は日々トラブッて
[Demo genjitsu wa hibi to rabu de]
But in reality, I tend to worry about

たまに悔やんだりしてるそんな Rolling Days
[Tama ni kuyandari shiteru sonna Rolling Days]
Troubles and the daily grind those Rolling Days

Oh yeah, yeah...
そうわかってるって
[Sou wakatterutte]
Even if you understand it all

Oh yeah, yeah...

つまずいたって Way to go!!
[Tsumazuitatte Way to go!!]
Even if you stumble, Way to go!!

Yeah!! Yeah!!

泥どろけ Rolling Star!!
[Dorodoroke Rolling Star!!]
A muddled Rolling Star!!

[p/s: Opening Bleach 5, this song is presented by a Japanese singer-songwriter, multi-instrumentalist and actress. Yoshioka Yui (吉岡唯) grew up in a fatherless home and so she doesn't have any memory of her father. She does remember always being close to music, be it from her mother's car stereo or the radio, she would remember the tunes and sing along. Her professional career began in March 2004 when at the recommendation of her juku instructors she applied for an audition hosted by Sony Music Japan. Despite the audition rule that a participant could only sing two songs, she sang three, with all of the judges gave her the highest score possible and causing a fierce scramble among record labels to sign her. By the way, this song is certainly about the love of someone to one's lover, that could not hold anymore! The verse clearly shown that she always want to express her feelings but in the end, she still could not do it, just because they're in the different world. And of course, the persona wants a utopian world without any conflict. However, realistically, that could not happen, but still, she believe on it, and hope that it'll appear sooner. If the persona's inteest having difficulties, she might be willing to help, but the "interest" just showing his smiling face, although struggling in the way. But, this elements that encourage persona to help him more.]

Bila Nak Habis Test Ni??

2009-03-30T13:03:00.002+08:00

hmm...
td bru abis test P&P, x tau la cmne result dier..
yg pentting dah lepas...
x larat nk test je keje aq

rabu ni, physics & calculus..
kite tgk je la ape yg bleh dibuat nnt
study dlu la

sabtu ni, ED,
yg ni mmg kna wat betul2, coz klu x, hancur pointer aq...!!!

[p/s: aq dah x tau nk ckp ape da ni, weyh.... ape lg nk wat ha?? baca paper, then study, tgk tv kt bilik n......]

Ko Youn-ha - Houki Boshi

2009-03-28T03:38:00.009+08:00

夜空を見上げ一人　ほうき星を見たの
[yozora o miage hitori houkiboshi o mita no]
Looking up at the night sky alone, I saw a comet

一瞬ではじけては　消えてしまったけど
[isshun de hajikete wa kiete shimatta kedo]
Though it appeared and vanished in a second

あなたのこと想うと　胸が痛くなるの
[anata no koto omou to mune ga itaku naru no]
When I think of you, my chest begins to hurt

今すぐ会いたいよ　だけど空は飛べないから
[ima sugu aitai yo dakedo sora wa tobenai kara]
I want to see you right now, but I can't fly through the sky

もしあたしが　ほうき星になれたならば
[moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba]
If perchance I could have become a comet

空駆け抜け　飛んでいく, どんな
[sora kakenuke tonde iku, donna]
I would go flying through the sky

明日が来ても　この想いは強い
[ashita ga kite mo ko no omoi wa tsuyoi]
No matter what kind of tomorrow comes, this thought is strong

だからほうき星ずっと　壊れないよ
[dakara houkiboshi zutto kowarenai yo]
So my comet is unbreakable

雨が降って嫌だと　ぼやいていた時に
[ame ga futte iyada to boyaiteita toki ni]
As I was complaining about how hateful the rain was

あなたが言ったこと　今でも覚えてる
[anata ga itta koto ima demo oboeteru]
Even now I still remember what you said

雨の後の夜空は　きれいに星が出る
[ame no ato no yozora wa kirei ni hoshi ga deru]
How, after the rain, the night sky is beautifully filled with stars

それを考えると　雨も好きになれるよねと
[sore o kangaeru to ame mo suki ni nareru yo ne to]
Thinking of that, I could even come to like the rain

もしあたしが　ほうき星になれたならば
[moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba]
If perchance I could have become a comet

あふれる光降らすよ　いつも　
[afureru hikari furasu yo itsumo]
I would always spill my overflowing light

悲しい時　夜空見るあなたが
[kanashii toki yozora miru anata ga]
As you look at the night sky when you're sad

笑顔になるように　もっと輝きたい
[egao ni naru youni motto kagayakitai]
I want to sparkle more so that you will smile

あなたはいつも一人　何かと戦ってる
[anata wa itsumo hitori nanika to tatakatteru]
You are always fighting something by yourself

そばにいることしか　あたしにはできないけど
[soba ni iru koto shika atashi ni wa dekinai kedo]
Being by your side is all I can do

もしあたしが　ほうき星になれたならば
[moshi atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba]
If perchance I could have become a comet

空駆け抜け飛んでいく　きっと
[sora kakenuke tonde iku kitto]
I would go flying thorough the sky, surely

必ず届く　この一瞬の光で
[kanarazu todoku ko no isshun no hikari de]
I would definitely reach you, with this single moment of light

あなたのイマ照らし　空を巡ろう
[anata no ima terashi sora o megurou]
Lighting up your present and passing through the sky

あたしが　ほうき星になれたならば
[atashi ga houkiboshi ni nareta naraba]
If I could have become a comet

きっとそばにいてあげる　どんな時も
[kitto soba ni ite ageru, donna toki mo]
I would surely stay by your side, at any time

[p/s: this lyrics is extracted from the Bleach anime 3rd ending song. Interesting about this song, it is sing by the Korean singer, better known as Younha, now 21 years of age. After such a disappointing audition in Korea, she attracts many producer in Japan to record her album, and later her Japanese language skills advances so quickly that she stunned the production crew. Started playing piano at the age of 4, she develop an interest in Japanese Drama, and later Japanese music. Back to the lyrics, basically, i would say that the lyrics denotes loyalty. It has stated that if anything happens to someone he/she loves, she want to be there, always act as a confidante. conclusively, this lyrics is mere to describe characters in Bleach, Kurosaki Ichigo & Kuchiki Rukia. Anything that even dislikes, coz of the beauty that lies beneath it, then he/she tend to accept it. If anything that could do, then he/she would do all to the special one.]

Result Test..

2009-03-26T17:50:00.003+08:00

Hmm, mmg la x kena...

Result...? Hmmm..

Klu nk ckp test 1 ari tuh, sume agak ok la, x de la yg teruk sgt.....
Ok, let's refresh..

ED, test 1 ok, tp test 2 dah agak da..
mmg teruk result dowh, x dpt nk dijangka lg daa...
aq hilang hampir 70% markah test 2 aq...
mmg x leh caya kn?
tp tgk la, klu dpt back-up blek 4 test 3, tu kne plan strategy baek punye la!!

Physics,
bru smlm dpt kertas balik,
Alhamduliilah, walaupun x la tinggi sgt, tp ckp utk dibawa ke final,
just nk tunggu je cmne test2 nnt,..
But, dont let u drown in the "comfort zone" k...

P&P...
looks wonderful, but it doesn't stop here, rite?
kte tunggu je la test 2 cmne k,
klu dah lme blaja, makin susah gak la bab dier
anyway, keep going k...

Aljabar...
sme je cm Physics, alhamdulillah...
tp, not so good lg, aq tgk ramai gak member2 yg score giler2 la...
bdk2 gurlz pun dah mula tunjuk "taring" dier ...
just wait n' see.... what comes next..

Kalkulus....
bleh gak dianggap subjek "favourite", coz lecturer dier mmg 5 star...
result pun setanding dgn gaya lecturer ajar..
even section len, len lecturer dier, but anyway,
the result proves its standard!

Titas...
yg ni aq x tau result ape yg aq dpt,
tp, aq harap dpt la gak result yg baik
psl, lecturer dah doakan satu kelas dpt score..
mybe result aq ppun ok-ok la...

[p/s: aq harap sem ni gak dpt result yg baik, setelah beberapa cabaran yg x terduga melintangi garis jaluran kehidupanku. Cuma, yg plg penting adalah sesuatu tindakan itu mesti ada hikmahnya, bukan??]

Serba Tak Kena!

2009-03-15T20:49:00.011+08:00

Tajuk ni.....
Mmg sesuai dgn ape yg nk disampaikan oleh penulis pd hari ini...

Penulis merasakan bahawa hidupnya kini sudah semakin membosankan, x seperti ketika berada di sekolah dahulu.
Kenapa?

Penulis sememangnya memang sedang mencari jawapannya..

Kenapa hal ini terjadi?
Adakah penulis merasakan bahawa beliau masih merindui semua kisah2nya yang lalu?
Di saat penulis sebenarnya ingin melupakan kisah2 dirinya yang dulu?
Dulu, ada sahaja bahan2 cerita untuk disampaikan ketika kecil2 dulu.....
Pernah ada satu ketika, senior penulis pernah berkata pada kepadanya....

"Time muda2 ni, selgi ko tgh belajar, baik ko enjoy2 dlu, jgn asyik sgt nk kejar study, psl ble ko makin membesar, hidup ko akan jadi semakin bosan, aq pun x tau la sebabnya, tapi, bila ko dah besar nanti, klu ko dah umur 20 thn nnt, ko msti akan terkenang balik masa silam, mmg pd tyme 2, ko akan rasa cm waktu 2 mmg hidup ko happy je, x de mslh langsung.... Boleh main, boleh suka2... Kdg2 ko jgn la matang terlalu awal, kerana ble ko rasa ko dah matang, msti ko akan rindukan mainan budak2 .... Selagi ada masa, lebih baik ko jgn terlalu nk sgt kerja, coz nnt ble ko dah keje, ko akan rasa waktu yg ko dah spend waktu ko bdk2 rasa x cukup.... Rasa cm nk rasa lg masa kita kecik2 dlu.... Ko akan rindukan blk waktu ko kecik2 dlu, percayalah......"

Kata2 itu diucapkan lebih 5 tahun lalu.....
Mungkin pada masa itu, mmg kita x rasa lg, coz' kita still kecil lg, x rasa bagaimana bekerja, smpai x de masa untuk diri sendiri....
Tp, sekarang x lagi, penulis sudah merasakan apa yang telah dikatakan oleh senior tersebut....
rasa seperti keletihan sampai tidak ada masa untuk diri sendiri, apatah lagi untuk melakukan perkara yang ingin dilakukan sendiri.....

Walaupun begitu, sememangnya masa itu tidak akan berundur sekali lagi. Tidak akan berlaku perkara yang ganjil lagi mistik seperti dalam "Back To The Future", "XX-Ray" mahupun "Proposal Daisakusen"!
Namun begitu, Hidup perlu diteruskan, x ade apa yg dapat menghalang masa daripada terus bergerak meniti waktu sehingga ke Hari Penentuan. Bahkan Allah juga bersumpah atas nama Masa itu sendiri.

"Demi Masa. Sesungguhnya manusia itu dalam kerugian. Kecuali orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh, dan berpesan-pesan dengan kebenaran, dan berpesan2 dengan kesabaran."

[p/s: Sesungguhnya, masa takkan berundur lagi, mungkin oleh sebab itu, jika seseorang itu mendapat peluang sebanyak 2 kali, maka akan ada orang berbisik kepadanya 'Nasib ko mmg bertuah la'.... Betul x?? Tapi bukan semua orang dpt nasib cm 2 kn???]

ED Yang Sangat Teruk!

2009-03-15T01:02:00.002+08:00

Ape dah jadi!!!!!!!!

Test ED td mmg x dpt jwb langsung!
Entah di mana la silapnya, tp soalan dier mmg susah sgt nk wat!
smpai satu soklan 2, aq biar je kosong!!

x pernah g aq wat cm 2 sepanjang test yg pnah aq lalui!!
dah sampai nk pecah kepala gak nk memikirkan ape yg nk dibuat ngan soala2 td...
dah la soalan dier 2 aq x paham sgt ape yg dier nk...
lepas 2 plak, ngan air-conditioner x de, aq dah berpeluh2 da td..
pas2 plak, dgn soalan "killer dier bg, aq dah stuck di tgh2 jalan daa...
then, ape lg yg nk di"describe" kt cni....
aq pun x tau lank ckp ape lg.....

klu result aq lepas ni teruk sgt, redha je la...
coz dah abis rim daa td..
teiba plak stuck, tnye bdk2 len, sume cm dpt jawab je...

bleh palk dier ckp suh lukis, aq pun x tau nk lukis ape, coz' aq x phm ape bende yg dier nk...
soalan 1 pun ntah ape la yg aq jwb,
soalan 2 plak ntah ape yg dier tnye pun aq x tau, get logik pun letak page sebelah
soalan 3, pkai k-map pun ntah btul ke x, pas2 pkai NAND-gate td, ntah ape2!!
soalan 4, aq biar je blank, mmg dah hilang la 10 markah kt c2....

2 blom lg tambah ngan soalan yg salah, klu test td 20%, ntah aq dpt 10% pun x konfem lg la....

[p/s: ni ade kaitan ngan perbuatan lepas ke?? Kdg2 aq ter "pk" gak, ade ke mende2 yg aq dah buat lepas2 n bg effect kt ujian pd hari ini (semalam)?? Hmmm, klu btul la, aq kna kaji blek la ape yg dah aq wat sblm ni? Maybe aq byk kutuk org ke?? hehe, not necessary.... but i'll consider, tp klu ye pun, bukan aq wat intentionally, kn?? Nway, let bygones be bygones, nu' life starts everyday, rite?]

Dah Agak Daa.....

2009-03-12T21:30:00.003+08:00

Memang aq dah agak daa.....

Kata x dtg nk wat robot, ye la, klu dah dtg pun cm x de keje nk wat, bwat pe nk dtg kn??
ni, klu aq dtg pun, ape la aq nk wat, sume keje dah occupied...
tp, ble tyme org dah balik, pastu plak ble dah desperate sgt nk org tlg, x de bru la rasa cm x adil....
sape yg bersalah sebenarnya??
nk jatuhkan beban 100% kt satu org, x adil..
dah la aq kna "brainwash" smpai 3 jam!!
pastu, ble org dah bg komitmen, x de plak keje nk wat..

Maybe gak coz aq ni x reti nk join org len wat keje, tp at least bg la tau keje ape yg kna wat..
ni, sorang2 je wat keje, yg len nk bg tolong, senyap jer....

sape yg nk dipersalahkan??
atau aq je yg geram sgt???

[p/s: Terima kasih kepada Borhan Senior, dgn kalimah yg menenangkan jiwa......

"Senyum bile dibenci, tenang bila dimusuhi, ttp membantu bila disakiti, ttp menyeru walau diusir pergi.... Knp kita mudah membenci bila dikasari, mudah putus asa bila y dilakukan x menjadi, mudah kecewa bila orang x memahami... Ayuh bangkitlah diri, Rendahkan hati...."

ayat ini memang menenangkan jiwa yg sedang bercampur-baur ni.... semoga kalimah ini sedikit sebanyak membantuku dalam melakukan sesuatu perkara...]

Dah Kena Sembur, Nak Buat Camne Lagi

2009-03-12T18:02:00.004+08:00

Selagi ada blog ini, ia akan jadi saksi segala memori yang telah aq lalui, tak kira manis mahupun pahit, sebab itulah dinamakan "rebellion", kerana maksudnya merujuk kepada apa yang aq rasa, x kira apa pun alasannya, jiwa yang memberontak sanggup lakukan apa sahaja bukan?

Perkara yang aq dah jangka dr 2 minggu lalu, dah terjadi di depan mata. Meeting robocon td, mmg amat tegang, walaupun x dirasa oleh sebahagian org lain. Babaknya bermula apabila Z membuka cerita...

"Ni nk cakap sket la psl bdk robocon ni. Hari cuti tu........ Hissh, sape nk ckp ha? S? M? D? B? ha, ko la ckp, D.

D: Asyik2 aq je ckp, x pe la.... Ni, Mirul, kitorang ni mmg x puas hati la ngan ko, especially. Ko ni, meeting, datang, tp ble nk time nk wat keje, ko x de. Bukan aq sorang je, org len pun x puas hati gak, tp aq wakil la ckp kt ko ni. Ko nk join robotik x ni? Jgn nk tumpang nama je. Ko tau x, aq, K, F, T, H, I, ngan M je yg pegi wat robot time cuti 2. Aq kdg2 x puas hati la, sume bdk balik cuti, robot x siap lg, gelanggang pun x siap lg. Ade sorang 2, kuar beli barang lmbt dr aq ngan S, tp blk awal lg dr kitorang. Sticker x beli lg, last2 aq ngan S gak yg pegi beli. Ade lg sorg, org dah wat robot separuh jalan, bru la nk bincang psl mechanism. Ni, yg serikandi2 yg wat gelanggang tu, bwat line x lurus, kotak x sama, bengkang-bengkok, malam 2 aq bukak balik bwat line baru. Tension da satu. Tambah plak bdk robocon skudai plak wat hal, Ntah ape, wat aq lg tension jer. Tp 2 x perlu tau la, classified.
S: Korang bayangkan la, aq sorang2 wat robot ni, mmg susah la kn. Klu korg ade kt tmpt kitorg ni, korg pun akan rasa x adil gak.
B: Korang fikirlah, KST bagi duit 15k utk robocon ni. Duit tu plak dtgnya dr duit sume bdk UTM ni. So klu kte wat sambil lewa, tanggung la akibatnya, nnt kt akhirat nnt sape nk jawab, tanggungjawab, amanah.
S: Korang tau x, bwat mechanism ni smpai pertumpahan darah gak jadi, tau time nk potong besi, nk drill, nk grind, korang bayangkan satu robot sorang. Nasib baik la ade bdk traveller tolong potong.....

banyak lagi gak la yg diorg persoalkan dlm meeting 2 td. Itu yang dalam meeting je, blom lg yg kt luar meeting. Aq ni, kul 12 aq dah kna ceramah dgn S, mcm2 la, ckp "Sorry to say la, dah cyap pun robot ni, x yah nk tolong ape2 pun k...." "Ko ni asyik hilang je, x nmpk muka pun, klu ko nk wat keje pun, tgk la klu ko nk wat robot backup ke..."

tu sebelum meeting, antaranya la... selepas meeting....

"Ko ni nk plih jkm ke robocon? klu ko nk plih robocon, robocon la, ari 2 ckp berapi, ape2 nk pagi sini, Ko tau x, kite ni dah dpt 15k, bukan byk, jkm 2,....... aq mmg nk wat ko menangis kt cni, ni aq nk tnye ko, ko nk plih cni ke jkm? Aq tau la ko 2 ketua biro multimedia, tapi klu ko x dpt nk ikut, ko quit la, senang....."

Selepas D pegi kelas, S menyambung kembali perbualan......

"Aq x tau la senior2 ni cmne, tp kitorg mybe nk bg second chance la kt ko, x tau la diorg nk wat ape, ko tngu je la......"

then, constructive conversation happens.......

"Mirul, ko jgn rasa hati sgt.... aq paham, ko lose track, tp ko kna la slalu dtg blk ni, bukan asyik hilang je. Dulu2 pun aq rasa cm kna tinggal je, tp aq asyik datang, then ok la lps 2.... Aq phm, tp ko ni pun, jgn la asyik x de je... ko meeting ade, tp ble wat keje, x nmpk pun muka ko...... ko tngu je la, mna la tau klu2 diorg nk bg task len kt ko, tp yg penting, ko follow je kitorg ni...."

pastu, aq ckp blk kt dier......

"S, klu dah cm 2, aq pun cm x de keje je, aq quit la......"

terus S jwb...

"X yah la Mirul, robocon ni kna byk org, klu hilang, susah la nk wat keje, ko x yah la quit dlu, klu quit, susah la nnt, byk plak mslh nnt nk kna selesai..... Ko stay je dlu, nnt mane tau senior nk bleh terima ko ke.... ko ikut je dlu...... rilek la, ko jgn terasa plak diorg ckp cm 2......"

[p/s: aq x tau nk ulas ape kt cni, lantak la ape yg nk aq tulis, mybe aq akan edit sket, or jd bahan tatapan jer. klu aq comment blk kt p/s ni, cm bias la plak, kn??]

The Brilliant Green - Ash Like Snow

2009-03-10T01:57:00.004+08:00

空高く染める黒檀の闇
[sora akaku someru kokutan no yami]
The sky is dyed red by the ebony darkness,

飲み込まれた星屑たち
[nomikomareta hoshikuzu-tachi]
And the distant stardust swallowed up,

儚く降り積もる灰色の雪
[hakanaku furitsumoru hai no yuki]
In this transient moment as the snowing ashes fall.

見つめた嘆きの窓
[mitsumeta nageki no mado]
I watched it through the window of grief.

I never dreamed,

凍りつく
[kooritsuku]
I stand frozen.

there.. I come for you,

想いは寂寞の夜空に
[omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni]
My hopes are alone in the desolate night sky,

舞い上がり砕けた
[maiagari kudaketa]
They soared high until they were crushed.

この世界が形を変えるたびに
[kono sekai ga katachi wo kaeru tabi ni]
Each time the world changes shape,

守りたいものを
[mamoritai mono wo]
The things I want to protect,

壊して...... 失っていたんだ
[kowashite....... shimatteitan da]
I end up breaking them.

心にひしめく背徳の闇
[kokoro ni hishimeku haitoku no yami]
Oh, the sinful darkness tugging at my heartstrings,

君の声が麻酔のように
[kimi no koe ga masui no youni]
Your voice is like anaesthesia,

冷たく感覚を奪ってく
[tsumetaku kankaku wo ubatteku]
Coldly, it robs me of my senses.

矛盾を追いかけても
[mujun wo oikakete mo]
No matter how we pursue our differences,

終わらない
[owaranai]
It never ends.

何故僕は戦うの？
[naze boku wa tatakau no?]
Why do I have to fight?

たとえば光が消え失せて
[tatoeba hikari ga kieusete]
Even if the light is extinguished,

この星がおちても
[kono hoshi ga ochite mo]
Even if this earth disintegrates,

忘れないよ
[wasurenai yo]
I won't ever forget:

その小さな願いが
[sono chiisana negai ga]
That tiny wish,

あるべき場所へと導く
[aru beki basho eto michibiku]
It will guide us to our ideal place.

there I come for you yeah,
Ash Like Snow,
is falling down from your sky.
Ash Like Snow....
Ash Like Snow....
Ash Like Snow....
Let me hear why I have to fight?

この想いは寂寞の夜空に
[kono omoi wa sekibaku no yozora ni]
My hopes are alone in the desolate night sky,

舞い上がり砕けた
[maiagari kudaketa]
They soared high until they were crushed.

闇を開く栄光と引き換えに
[yami wo hiraku eikou to hikikae ni]
In exchange for glory that triumphs over darkness,

守るべきものを失ってきた
[mamoru beki mono wo ushinatte kita]
I have given up many things I sought to protect.

(It's falling from your sky)

虚しすぎる
[munashisugiru]
This is too futile.

(Baby I come for you)

砕け散った欠片に傷つくたび
[kudakechitta kakera ni kizutsuku tabi]
Every time the scattered broken pieces cut me,

閉ざされた僕の心は
[tozasareta boku no kokoro wa]
Deep down in my closed heart,

強くなることを選んで
[tsuyoku naru koto wo erande]
I choose to grow stronger.

ここまで来たんだ
[koko made kitan da]
And I came this far.

[p/s: ac2lly, this lyrics is extracted from the 2nd opening song of Gundam 00 animation. Well, as u c that in this lyrics, clearly stated that the writer wants to have a peace world, but unfortunately, what happens during the time the writer lives is vice versa of what he hope for. As he mentioned in the lines "the sky is dyed red by ebony darkness", me means that the sky is red-coloured by a very dark siders. Also, in the title "Ash Like Snow" itself means that ashes are everywhere, just like snow. It also means at that time, bombs, mortars, and guns, bullets are everywhere, lead into the conclusion, it is in the state of emergency, insurgency, and in the midst of war. The writer tries to change the situation but it ended up worsen than ever. Sometimes, he feel that there is no reason to fight, and he keeps asking, "Why we have to fight?" However, in the end, every pain that is inevitable encounters in his life, the writer choose to be stronger, and he believes that he had achieved it, and will continue to build his strength.] - any comments pls leave k.... -

Nak Buat Macam Mana....

2009-02-27T16:44:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...

Penulis mmg suka mulakan bicara dgn perkataan ini...
entah kenapa sebabnya, e2 kurang pasti, tp penulis mmg suka dgn perkataan ini...

Penulis ingin menyatakan satu perasaan yang amat sukar untuk diperkata.
Kenapa?

Sebab hal ini berkaitan dengan satu perangai atau kelakuan yang amat menyusahan, itulah apa yang dirasa. Namun begitu, di sini juga mungkin tempat yang sesuai untuk menjelaskan perkara ini.

Penulis sebenarnya seorang yang amat sensitif, apa sebabnya, itulah yang harus dicari. Buktinya, sememangnya bayak , tapi penulis akan hanya menulis apa yang terlintas di fikirannya sahaja.

Penulis ingin memberitahu kepada pelayan bahawa dirinya itu sebenarnya seorang yang sensitif, tetapi hakikatnya dirinya sedang cuba untuk menyembunyikan perasaan itu. Biarlah apa yang hendak orang lain katakan, macam perempuan ke, pondan ke, emo ke, terserah, tetapi perasaan itu sendiri sememangnya cuba penulis ubah, namun sehingga kini tidak berjaya, (mungkin ada kebaikan, mungkin juga ada keburukannya).

Oleh sebab itu, penulis sebenarnya berminat mengetahui kisah hidup orang lain, apa permasalahan mereka dan cuba untuk menyelesaikan masah menurut perspektif penulis sendiri. Sungguhpun begitu, penulis sebenarnya cuba untuk mempelajari sesuatu berdasarkan hasil perceritaan, perkisahan, serta permasalahan sesuatu perkara.

Cuma, ke"sensitif"an penulis itu sehingga ke tahap apabila seseorang yang rapat dengan penulis, tiba-tiba bersikap dingin, maka penulis merasakan sesuatu yang tidak kena pada dirinya. Ada kalanya, perasaan sensitif itu bertukar menjadi prasangka yang buruk, dan bersifat hiperbola. Misalnya, apabila seseorang itu tiba2-tiba bersikap dingin, penulis akan mengandaikan bahawa ada kesalahan yang dilakukan oleh penulis terhadap seseorang yang terlibat, ataupun mungkin juga seseorang itu mberasa malu setelah apa yang telah dilakukan oleh penulis ketika penulis berada dalam keadaan tidak sedar atau separuh sedar. Tetapi, apa yang penulis lebih bimbangkan ialah penulis tidak mahu perkara2 seperti itu hanya disimpan di dalam hati, sebagai dendam yang tidak berkesudahah. Kerana, apabila perkara ini terjadi, bukan sahaja diri orang lain, malah penulis sendiri seakan mempunyai perasaan empati untuk merasai perasaan seseorang. Mungkin kerana sikap ini, penulis akan sentiasa dipermain oleh orang lain, atau akan ada seseorang mengambil kesempatan di atas kelemahan ini. Namun, penulis berharap dalam apa keadaan sekalipun, hubungan antara manusia (hablumminannas) akan terus terjalin dengan baik, tanpa ada sengketa dan duka malapetaka.

Penulis sebenarnya memang suka meluahkan segala masalahnya kepada orang yg dipercayai, tanpa seseorang itu menyedari, namun begitu, jika reaksi balas adalah negatif, hal itu sebenarnya lebih menyakitkan hati penulis, malah mungkin menyebabkan penulis boleh mengurung diri di dalam bilik tanpa makan dan minum! (Namun, tidak ada yang menghampiri tahap itu, hanya sekadar termenung memikirkan sesuatu yang boleh memotivasikan dirinya sendiri).

Oleh sebab itu, penulis lebih suka memendam perasaan sendiri, cuba memulihkan hati dan perasaan dengan sendiri, tanpa ada bantuan, dan memang itulah yang sepatutnya dilakukan oleh penulis itu sendiri. memang penulis tidak meminta bantuan orang lain, tetapi penulis sememangnya mahukan perkara itu terjadi, cuma penulis tidak mengharapkan perkara itu terjadi, kerana bagi penulis, itu hanya angan-angan Mat Jenin sahaja (dan penulis sekali lagi menekankan, realitinya, memang perkara itu hampir tidak akan terjadi pada dirinya).

[p/s: Mungkin juga penulis melakukan kesalahan2 yang masih belum dimaafkan, namun jika benar, penulis lebih suka jika seseorang itu berterus terang menyatak ketidakpuashatian mereka. Walaupun perkara itu pahit, harus ditelan juga, bukan? Penulis mungkin berharap ada seseorang memahaminya, walaupun penulis tidak menyatakan apa yang sebenarnya terpendam di hati.]

Adakah Anda Rasa Diabaikan?

2009-02-22T20:42:00.003+08:00

Cerita ni mmg benar, diceritakan oleh kawan saya dan hal ini mmg akan diceritakan sebagai satu bahan pemikiran kita semua..
Mari kita dengarkan, kisah sahabat ini....

"Ac2lly, aq ni mmg suka gak la dgr cerita2 org ni. Maybe just nk tau la ape mslh diorg ac2lly, tp, in case klu diorg mmg desper8 4 help, aq leh je bantu, menurut pengalaman aq la, selagi aq ade pernah rasa ape yg diorg rasa. Dari cara aq handle masalah itu, aq akan cuba la consult diorg selagi perkara itu bleh membantu diorg la. Ramai gak la yg mntk pendapat aq ke, atau tnye ke, atau mntk diorg suruh aq simpan rahsia pun ade (dan yg 2 paling byk aq wat!). Macam2 gak la aq tau, dr cite kwn aq, boyz ke, gurlz ke, sek rendah ke, sek menengah ke, even kt u pun atau yg x pnah jmpe pun (just dlm maya internet je), aq akan bantu gak, menurut pendapat aq, n aq akan suruh org 2 pk blk tentang ape yg aq cadangkan, n make decision.

Mcm2 cite ade, klu nk cite 2, byk sgt la, x kn abis sehari, e2 x masuk lg rahsia2 yg diorg suh aq simpan, (yg aq dah lupa rasanya lg byk!). Mcm la, drpd org yg mencerita psl kisah org kt aq, smpai org yg dikisahkan oleh kwn aq pun cte gak kt aq psl org yg sblm ni menceritakan kisahnya kt aq, ape yg aq tau, setiap perkara ada pro dan kontranya, ada baik dan buruknya, ada positif dan negatifnya, dan ada gak betul dan salahnya. Tp, yg pasti, aq x kn bgtau la sape org 2 dan ape yg diorg nk. Cuma klu aq nk bantu pun, aq akan bg hint je.

Tp, ble dah lama kn, terasa plak dlm diri aq perasaan ini - aq asyik bantu org jernihkan hubungan, bantu org berbaik semula, betulkan silap faham, mcm2 lg la, tp terasa cm diri sendiri yg ada masalah ni, x de plak org nk bantu - walaupun bukan nk mengharap sangat org nk bantu, tp ble kita rasa perlukan bantuan, bantuan 2 x dtg ke kita. Mungkin psl diri ni mmg x nk org tau ape ac2lly masalahnya, tp aq terasa plak yg diri ini akan diperlukan ketika seseorang rasa susah je, ble dah senang, they just left me behind, not knowing what happens 2 us. Ble hati terasa cm 2, akal aq plak memberi isyarat "jangan membuat prasangka kt org, nnt buruk padahnya". Jadi, segala mehnah dan tribulasi yg berlaku dlm diri ini cuma dipendamkan dalam diri sahaja, tanpa ada tindakan balas. Adakah aq ni terlalu manja smpai nk sume org tau psl hal kita? Ataupun aq ni terlalu menganggap sume hal dlm hidup ni satu privacy, x leh nk dikongsi? Or diri ni dah x leh percaya org len, smpai x nk kongsi rahsia dgn org len, terasa cm diri ini saja yg bleh keep secret? Aq masih mencari jwpn yg sejati disebalik permasalahan ini."

[p/s: Aq dgr cite kwn aq sorg ni, sedih gak la. x tau la klu itu hanya rasa simpati atau sifat empati dalam diri. Tp, cite ni benar, diceritakan oleh kwn saya, dan kisahnya ini sengaja dipaparkan bagi renungan saya sendiri. Kerana, kisah ini mengingatkan saya kpd sesuatu yg saya x leh lupa. Kpd rakan yg mmg mengenali saya dengan lebih dekat, lebih dekat daripada apa yg org lain rasa dekat ngan saya, cerita ini ada maksud tersiratnya. Cuba ungkaikan, klu btul, ko mmg memahami.... hehe...]

Apa Dah Jadi Ni?

2009-02-20T18:18:00.002+08:00

Haiiii..

Apa dah jadi ni? aq pun x tau la....

Jd ape? Mmg dah lain jadinya....

Hidup aq dah jadi carca-marba daa ac2lly...
tp, nape aq nk teruskan hidup ni?
Yg aq yakin, Allah 2 mmg Maha Mengetahui ape yg ade dlm diri hambaNya e2...
N Dia tahu mmg aq leh face sume mende ni....

Tp,
sejauh mana aq leh hadapi sume ni,
klu nk, leh jd giler gak,
org kata org giler ni x de masalah, btul ke??

Ntah le,
x tau nk tulis ape kt blog ni,
tp aq nk tulis gak,
walau diluah mati bapak, ditelan mati mak pulak kn.....

Selagi aq leh tahan, aq akan tahan,
klu di"pressure' pun, pandai2 la nk hidup
jgn nk mntk tolong org,
my prob, my life, mmg susah nk share ngan org ni...

Ape yg penting, mslh settle...
ala, x lama pun, klu kna seksa pun, smpai bile
setiap permulaan ade penghujungnya...
sabar2 je la.....

[p/s: ntah ape la yg aq merepek ni, nk kta release tension, ayat aq pun carca-marba je ni....
yg penting, lega..... Tp aq pk gak, "What's My Next Step?" pandai2 la ko pk.. Hidup ko, jgn slalu bg org masuk campur kn??]

Memories......

2009-02-16T00:10:00.002+08:00

Untuk bacaan pada masa lapang...enjoy...sure korang teringat balik zaman2 skolah dulu...

tanda-tanda korang dah otai...

kita membesar dgn menonton G-Force, He-man, Transformers, Thundercats,Silver Hawk, Woody Woodpecker, Chipmunks and Mickey Mouse. Not to forget Ninja Turtles, Mask, Smurfs dan Voltron.

berus gigi time waktu rehat kat skolah rendah?...hmm, mesti pegang cawan warna-warni kan, mencangkung kat tepi parit dgn classmates semua kat sekolah...

Ingat tak, misi kat skolah masuk kelas dgn list dentist appointment. pastu bunyi gigi member kite kene gerudi kat bilik sebelah. ada gigi yang berlubang, kene laa tampal.

Ni sure korang igt...program minum susu di skolah. nak galakkan budak2 time tuh minum susu. sekotak 30 sen jek beb...

Cikgu2 kalau nak denda, mesti guna pembaris panjang warna kuning tu. pukul tapak tangan... kan ?

Semangkuk mi sup ke, mihun sup ke, 30 sen jek kat kantin.

Hankyu Jaya, Yaohan, Sogo - shopping complex yang popular utk meluangkan masa dgn family. ni for those yg dok KL laa

Kasut, korang sure beli kasut skolah Bata BM Turbo atau Pallas Jazz.Ada yang suka kasut high-cut yang buatan china tu...Warrior,ada yang suka stoking tebal laaa...

Internet? email? mendalah ape tu?
CD? ape tu? kaset tape penah laa dgr. tiket wayang pun 5 inggit je.

Kite pegi kedai runcit, beli Chickerdis, Mamee , Kum Kum, UFO, O-Ya, Ding Dang chocolate balls yang ada mainan kat dlm die, 'telur' keras warna warni, 'rokok' chewing gum, KIKI Bubble Gum. Tak dilupakan, 'Ti Kam'.

Bile dah abih exam, main Monopoly la, Donkey la, Happy Family laa dlm class.

Tapi bunyi loceng laa yang paling best skali. boleh beli aiskrim ngan apek kat luar skola tuh...

Lagi satu loceng masa nak pegi rehat. tinggal kan keje skolah, jom kita pegi makan. budak2 yg dpt Rancangan Makanan Tambahan (RMT) mesti kluar awal.

Lagi satu yang seronok mase time Pendidikan Jasmani, PJ. main bola laa, rounders laa...

Permainan kegemaran, main guli, batu seremban, penutup botol, batang aiskrim, 'Pepsi Cola one-two-three', 'Police & Sentry', kejar2 duduk...

Kita hilangkan dahaga dgn aiskrim 10 sen. yang tube aiskrim, ada byk2 color tu. kalau nak makan, kene patahkan kat tengah2 die!

Lipat kertas kecik2, pastuh buat lastik. hmmm..ni pun kita main dulu ni. baling2 kapur laa.

Bagi diorg, diorg mane penah dgr lagu 'We Are the World, We Are the Children...' dan lagu 'Uptown Girl' yang diorg tau, yg Westlife nyanyi....bkn Billy Joel nyanyi...

Bagi diorg, ada satu je Jerman kat dunia ni, dan ade satu je Vietnam .

AIDS wujud sejak diorg lahir.

CD pun wujud time diorg lahir.

Michael Jackson dah putih dah time tu.

Diorg percaya Spiderman dgn Incredible Hulk tu filem2 baru.

Diorg tak bley bayangkan skrin hitam putih utk sebuah komputer.

Diorg tak penah tau pun 'Atari' dgn 'Game & Watch'.

Diorg tak percaya penah ada TV hitam putih...dan diorg skarang tak reti nak

switch on TV kalau xde remote control.
dan diorg tak paham macam mane kite boleh survive dkt universiti tanpa laptop dan handphone...

Hmm...jom kite check, kite ni dah tua ke:

1. korg paham ape yang korang baca kat atas ni, dan korg sure tersenyum

2. kebanyakan member2 skolah menengah kite dah kawin

3. korg sure pelik bile nengok bdak2 kecik main komputer, selamba je

4. kita geleng kepala bile nengok bdak2 skolah menengah guna handphone

5. kita dah tak byk sembang2 dgn member melalui telefon lagi setiap hari

6. bile jumpe member lame dari semasa ke semasa, seronok bile bersembang pasal cerite2 lame, cerite2 kelakar yang kite alami mase dulu time kecik2, nakal2 dulu...

7. last skali, bile dah bace email ni, korang akan terpikir utk forwardkan dkt member2 lame korg. Sure diorg suke punye laa...hehehe

Yaa, kite pun dah semakin tua!!

[p/s: ade btul gak ape yg dikatakan.... tp aq rasa la kn, batch kite ni la batch yg last yg still main mende2 ni, coz klu kte tnye junior bwh kte, diorg sume dah main, psp la, game komputer la, cc la, inernet la, handset pun dpt tyme lps spm... sape dpt awal2 mmg luck giler la.... tp, kenangan 2 mmg akan tersemat smpai akhir hayat la,

ade satu hari, tutor bi aq kt utp tnye sume student dier, "Time korg kecik dlu2 men ape?" Kte jwb la, "Ktorg sempat lg main galah panjang, jengket2, konda-kondi, baling selipar, sorok2, melastik burung, layang2, ape2 la.... n klu ade musim anime tgh top cm Dash! Yankurou, Beyblade ngan Crush Gear Turbo, kte pun nk men gak, tgk usim ape yg tgh top kt tv la kn.....". Tutor aq terkejut la, psl anak dier dah pandai main komputer game, x nk keluar main ngan kawan2, asyik duduk rumah, jd gamers, klu x pun main brick game.. tu la dunia zaman sekarang..... Renung2 kn la... ]

Test Month

2009-02-10T19:38:00.002+08:00

Hmmm...

Mmg byk test yg akan dilalui bila smpai bulan ni..
klu aq la, test Electronik Digital a.k.a E.D dah lepas, tp byk gak la yg sangkut..
bdk seksyen 11 pun ramai gak yg dpt jawab, 8 & 14 pun ape kurangnya..

Td, test Measurement & Instrumentation a.k.a P&P...
Fuhh, bleh tahan gak la test dier, tp still on track leh wat la..
Klu nk pk result 2, klu hilang 5 markah pun dah kira baik...

Esok plak, calculus...
ni lg la punca segala masalah..
nk jwb delta y ngan delta x 2 satu hal, limit lg, tambah pulak derivative,
wait n c la...
klu dpt score, 2 mmg "miracle wonders" la...
But I hope 4 it...

Lps ni, aljabar II,
yg ni lg la, x prepare ape2 pun lg,
by hook or by crook, u must catch-up k...

Physics,
lecturer, mmg mantap cara bersyarah,
klu x dpt tangkap gak, mmg Lam-P la...
Test nxt week, just b prepared la....

Lastly, T.I.T.AS.....
ni mcm lmbt panas je, assignment pun x start lg,
test 25 Feb ni, ape nk study ha??

n.e.way,
Good Luck!!

Things That Matters Me

2009-02-07T17:32:00.002+08:00

Ac2lly, there are many solutions to the problems, but in the most complicated situation, this might b difficult, isn't it?

Well, 4 me, not all of the solution suits wit my style, coz it depends on sum-1's personality. Maybe if thy're given an option to choose, I certainly sure that they'll choose the best way to solve dat' problem. But it seems complicated again if the best option u choose doesn't head to the fruits of expected result, rite?

Every problem needs solution, n as 4 me myself, the first thing to look 4 is NOT to surrender in anythin' that encounters. Even it's a very, very big problem, try to encounter it as best as u can, because that "test" is ac2lly have been chosen by God to His slaves, n He knew better than us that we manage to pass through it.

What I'll do to solve the problem is NOT to give-up, n the most important thing, DON'T EVER ASKED ANYBODY 4 HELP, I'LL SOLVE MY PROBLEM AND HEAL MY HEART BY MYSELF!

Dat's the way I am, n I'll do that until I've reaching my limit! That's my wish...

[p/s: I won't tell my top secret 2 anybody, except I have get rid of it. Well, life itself is full of UNSPEAKABLE secret. Am I right? - CH Yeam]

R U Feelin' Well Today?

2009-02-07T12:52:00.000+08:00

Hari ni mcm ade sumthin' yg x sedap je, could b sumthin' yg org x suka, atau sumthin' yg sengaja dibuat2, atau beberapa kemusykilan lain yg mungkin benar sangkaannya.

Tp, tarikh ni mmg aq rasa pelik, coz dlm hati aq ni, rasa x selesa jika aq terus lakukannya. Mungkin kata org, itu hanyalah sangkaan diri semata2, ttp bg aq, klu aq ade buat silap, & klu seseorang tiba2 memandang kita dgn rasa pelik, sedangkan dia mmg rapat, sangkaan itu mmg ada benarnya. Pengalaman aq yg lalu byk bersemuka dgn perkara2 ni. Perasaan yg tidak selesa yg selalu aq alami, hampir kesemuanya benar. Mungkin itu kerana sikap empati, (dapat merasai perasaan seseorang itu dgn hati, bukan hanya sekadar mengucapkannya dengan kata2), ataupun hanyalah prasangka, kesemua itu haruslah dianalisis dengan penuh sikap profesional, bukan hanya menurut perasaan saja.

Aq mmg rapat (tp x la rapat sgt, coz dier bdk kelas lain), but anyway, we're in good bond. Tp, pd hari ini, dier semacam x nk tegur aq langsung. Bukan hari ini, tp aq dah sedar dr semalam lg. Entah kenapa dier rasa dingin sahaja. "Apakah aku yg salah, atau hanya helah saja". Itu antara baris dalam lirik lagu Maha Karya Cinta, nyanyian Faizal Tahir. Tapi, klu dr pengalaman lalu, memang dier ada sesuatu yg x puas hati. Aq pasti, amat pasti, malah cukup yakin.

Cuma, apakah yg disorokkan 2 mmg aq x de satu petunjuk langsung. jika mmg aq yg salah, seribu kemaafan aq pohonkan padanya, dan jika tidak, jernihkanlah hubungan aq dgn dia. Klu ada salah faham, perbetulkanlah. Itu sahajalah permohonan aq, tp, perkara itu mmg amat berat utk diungkapkan, apatah lagi dilakukan.

Ya Allah, bantulah hamba-Mu yg hina ini...

[p/s: hari ini ialah hari jadi bapaku yg ke-46. Semoga beliau hidup dlm keadaan sihat walafiat hendaknya, murahkanlah rezekinya, panjangkanlah umurnya, sejahterakanlah hidupnya, dan semoga berada dalam golongan yg diredhai Allah s.w.t]

Cinta Kenangan Silam

2009-02-07T01:02:00.000+08:00

C... cintaku yang satu
I... impian kan nyata
N... nikmat yang berbeda
T... tanpa pengertian
A... antara kau dan aku

Cuba kau pejamkan matakan matamu yang ayu
Inginku nyatakan ke dalam hatimu
Noktah musnah impian yang ku harapkan
Aku mengerti siapa diri ini

Kekayaan tiada dalam diri
Entah mengapa jadi begini
Nasib demikian rupa
Angkara dunia
Namun langkahku takkan berhenti di sini
Gerhana itu mengubat hatiku
Aku tersentuh dalam janjimu dulu
Nyata kau membisu

Sehingga pudar telah
Ingatan ini
Lalu aku menyepi
Apakah ini semua sudah biasa
Mainan hidupmu

C.I.N.T.A. K.E.N.A.N.G.A.N. S.I.L.A.M [3X]

[p/s: apa yg menarik dlm lirik ini, hampir semua pangkal huruf dalam sesuatu baris lirik membentuk tajuk lagu ini : Cinta Kenangan Silam. memang menarik utk kita fikirkan, tp kdg2 kita x sedar perkara itu sehingga kita hayatinya, kn?]

Mencari...

2009-02-05T21:07:00.000+08:00

Haha...
cm kelakar je tajuk ni,tp leh je klu nk ckp psl ni kn..

cuba kita renung sejenak, ape yg kit ac2lly nk dlm hidup kita ni??
ade yg nk hidup kaya-raya, ade yg nk hidup happy-go lucky, ade yg nk easy-going, ade yg nk hidup dgn org yg dier suka(???) n wuteva' la kn..

tp, apakah impian ini menjadi nyata? x sume yg menjadi kn..

Seorang rakan pernah beritahu saya : "Dalam hidup ini, ada 4 perkara yang telah ditentukan oleh Tuhan yang Maha Esa, iaitu Takdir, Rezeki, Ajal, dan Jodoh." Terpulanglah kepada sesiapapun untuk percaya, tapi mmg ada kebenarannya kn?

Hidup x semestinya indah, tapi klu kita x jadikannya indah, sukar untuk kita mengecapinya.
Nk kta senang, bukan senang, tp nk kta susah, x la susah sgt kn.....

Tp, yg pastinya, kenangan lalu byk mengajar kita. Pabila artikel ini ditulis, penulis sememangnya mahu sesuatu yang manis daripada kenangan lalu. Namun, jika ada gembira, lumrah hidup, duka juga akan mengiringinya.

[p/s : ape yg nk kta lakukan dengan kenangan kita? Adakah kita hanya termimpikan nostalgia indah ketika mengimbau kenangan lama? Atau terus melupakan kenangan2 itu hanya dek memori pahit lagi memeritkan. Namun begitu, penulis sendiri mmg percaya ada pro dan kontra dalam konteks kedua2 perkara. Tapi, jawapannya masih tidak pasti, dan selagi itu, penulis masih tercari2 penyelesaiannya........

At Last.....

2009-02-04T03:58:00.000+08:00

Blog???

I hate it when it comes to blog. Ac2lly, what makes the blog so popular today?? I guess it's just a tool for sum-1's fun. One of my old friends even ask me to make the blog. I wonder.... WHY??? That's d F.A.Q appears in my mind 4 all time. She told me dat it's 4 expressing ur interpretation, but don't u think it looks like a diary, & diary is sumthin' dat no one would ever been known 'bout it, no one but u urself.

I still had no clue 'bout it, but, as time passes by, we'll see what'll happens next....