The Inconsistency

Ellow again...

I believe that everybody has known it for a while, that this blog has its inconsistency; the analysis on main direction of the blog has been crisscrossed by the emotional post beneath its writing. Nevertheless, it's my blog, so well, you know then...

It seems after a week holiday, I still couldn't really mustered up some time, just to update the blog post. But I really wanted to admit somehow, that these few week is just tough for me, and everybody involved. I just couldn't let it past by me. It might be the first for me, but it is still tough, and I ought to solve the problems A.S.A.P. However, little things changed ever since its inception.

At this moment, I still listening a song that really suit my mood the most; Marina & the Diamonds - Primadonna. It was not the lyrics that I want to studied through, but the music that follows together with the compose, the melody, the instruments that created the beautiful arrangement of the music. I love to listen to music not because of the lyrics, but the song itself. Weird, right.

I think my mind now at ease, even a little, but still vulnerable. It's my first; to be honest, to have such a feeling that hurt, really. Maybe I should take a nap now. But before that, let me introduce you the song that accompany me during these times.

Marina & The Diamonds - Primadonna

Primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl,
Would you do anything for me?
Buy a big diamond ring for me?
Would you get down on your knees for me?
Pop the pretty question right now baby
Beauty queen of the silver screen
Living life like I'm in a dream
I know I've got a big ego
I really don't know why it's such a big deal, though
I'm sad to the core, core, core
Everything is a chore, chore, chore
When you give I want more, more, more
I wanna be adored

(1st Chorus)
Cause I'm a primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Primadonna girl
Fill the void up with Celluloid
Take a picture, I'm with the boys
Get what I want cause I asked for it
Not because I'm really that deserving of it
I'm living life like I'm in a play
In the limelight I want to stay
I know I've got a big ego
I really don't know why it's such a big deal, though
Going up, going down, down, down
Anything for the crown, crown, crown
With the lights dimming down, down, down
I spin around

(2nd Chorus)
Cause I'm a primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave

Cause I'm a primadonna girl, yeah
All I ever wanted was the world
I can't help that I need it all
The primadonna life, the rise and fall
You say that I'm kinda difficult
But it's always someone else's fault
Got you wrapped around my finger, babe
You can count on me to misbehave
Primadonna girl

[p/s: I promise that I will return with better post than this. Till then, have a feel good time.]

Juniel - Illa Illa

Lately, there is a song that I like to listen, repeatedly. The music is very refreshing, a little bit melancholic, but has sweet melody. It's good to listen during free time, and unlike most Korean song that utilise techno and auto-tune technique, this song is composed using guitar, with a little touch of piano (I guess), but overall it is sweet to listen.

따스하게 부는 향기로운 바람 내 두 볼에 스치면 난

Ttaseuha-ge buneun hyanggiroun baram nae du bo-re seuchimyeon nan

Oh, when the wild, unknown flowers bloom hidden on the streets

사랑했던 그대 얼굴이 떠오르죠

sarang-haet-deon geudae eol-ku-ri tteooreujyo
I think of your face that i used to love

길가에 숨어선 이름도 모르는 들꽃이 필 때쯤엔

Oh ~ gil-kae sumeoseon ireumdo moreuneun deul–ggoti pil ttaecheumen

Oh, when the wild, unknown flowers bloom hidden on the streets

기억 저 편에 감춰 둔 그대가 떠오르죠
giyeok jeo pyeone kamchwo dun geudae-ga tteooreujyo

I think of you, whom i hide away in my memories

My baby illa illa illa, baby illa illa illa, baby illa illa illa
Never forget love

첫사랑은 아름다워서 첫사랑은 꽃이랍니다
Cheotsarangeun areumdawoseo cheotsarangeun –ggotiramnida

Because first love is beautiful, a first love is a flower

봄이 오면 활짝 피는 눈이 부신 꽃처럼
bomi omyeon hwahlchag pineun o~ nuni bushin –ggotcheoreom

Blooming widely when spring comes – dazzling like a flower

첫사랑은 어린애처럼 첫사랑은 서투릅니다
Cheotsarangeun eorinaecheoreom cheotsarangeun seotureumnida

Like a young child, a first love is inexperienced

사랑을 아낌없이 주고 갖질 못하니까
sarangeurakgimeobshi ju-go kajjil mothanikka

Because you can’t unconditionally give and take love

Illa illa illa, illa illa illa, illa illa illa,

나의 사랑 good-bye
nayesarang good-bye

My love, good-bye

까만 밤하늘에 그려있는 별이 그대 추억 불러오면
Kkaman bamhaneu-re keuryeoi-nneun byeo-ri geudae chu-eok bu-lleoomyeon

When the stars drawn out on the night sky bring up your memories

오랜 일기장 속에서 그댈 꺼내봅니다
oraen il-gijang so-geseo keudael kkeonaebomnida

I take you out of my old diaries

My baby illa illa illa, baby illa illa illa, baby illa illa illa
Never forget love

첫사랑은 아름다워서 첫사랑은 꽃이랍니다
Cheotsarangeun areumdawoseo cheotsarangeun –ggotiramnida

Because first love is beautiful, a first love is a flower

봄이 오면 활짝 피는 눈이 부신 꽃처럼
bomi omyeon hwahlchag pineun o~ nuni bushin –ggotcheoreom

Blooming widely when spring comes – dazzling like a flower

첫사랑은 어린애처럼 첫사랑은 서투릅니다
Cheotsarangeun eorinaecheoreom cheotsarangeun seotureumnida

Like a young child, a first love is inexperienced

사랑을 아낌없이 주고 갖질 못하니까
sarangeurakgimeobshi ju-go kajjil mothanikka

Because you can’t unconditionally give and take love

[Illa illa illa] 그땐 어려서

[Illa illa illa] Keuddaen eoryeoseo

[Illa illa illa] I was young back then

[Illa illa illa] 그땐 몰랐죠

 [Illa illa illa] keuddaen mollat-jyo o~

[Illa illa illa] I didn’t know any better

 [Illa illa illa 나의 사랑 good-bye] 이젠 알 것 같은데
 [Illa illa illa nayesarang good-bye] ijen al keot gateunde

[Illa illa illa illa, My love, good-bye] Now i think i will know

난 그댈 그리며 불러보죠 illa illa illa illa, illa illa illa

Nan geudael keurimyeo bu-lleobojyo illa illa illa illa, illa illa illa

I call out to you as i draw you out illa illa illa illa, illa illa illa

[illa illa illa illa] Never forget love

첫사랑은 아픈 걸 보면 첫사랑은 열병입니다
Cheotsarangeun apeun geol bomyeon cheotsarangeun yeolbyeon-gimnida
Seeing as a first love is painful, a first love is like a fever

정신 없이 앓고 나면 어른이 되니까요
jeongshin eobshi arhko namyeon o~ eoreuni dwehnikkayo
Because after you are mindlessly sick, you become an adult

첫사랑은 안되니까요 첫사랑은 미련입니다
Cheotsarangeun andwehnikkayo cheotsarangeun miryeonimnida

Because a first love can never be, a first love is lingering attachment

너무나 많이 사랑해서 갖질 못하니까
neomuna manhi sarang-haeseo kajjil mothanikka

Because you can’t have it since you loved too much

Illa illa illa, illa illa illa, illa illa illa, 나의 사랑 good-bye
Illa illa illa, illa illa illa, illa illa illa, naye sarang good-bye

Illa illa illa, illa illa illa, illa illa illa, my love, good-bye

Illa illa illa, illa illa illa, illa illa illa, 나의 사랑 good-bye
Illa illa illa, illa illa illa, illa illa illa, naye sarang good-bye
Illa illa illa, illa illa illa, illa illa illa, my love, good-bye

[p/s: This song depicts one's first love as a wild, unknown flower, called Illa. The flower blooms beautifully, but hidden on the street, nobody notices, until it is too late. This clearly shows in the music video, when the girl did not realise the love until it is too late, but till then, she still keep the feeling, hoping that he will realise the answer to the confession made by the boys. The love story symbolises as the unrequited first love due to misunderstanding in youth life or inexperience in love. Well, that says it, but this is just my interpretation; it was just difficult to interpret it literally and generally. Till then.....]

B2ST (Beast) - Fiction

**Revised Romanisation Version**

ajik nan neol itji motago modeungeol da mitji motago
ireoke neol bonaeji motago oneuldo

dasi mandeureobolge uri iyagi kkeutnaji anke aju ginagin
salgacheul pago seumyeodeuneun sangsilgameun jamsi mudeodulge
saero sseo naeryeoga sijageun haengbokhage utgo inneun neowa na
nega nal tteonaji motage baegyeongeun chulguga eomneun jobeun bang an

amureochi anke nege kiseuhago dalkomhan neoui gyeoteul tteonagajil motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
itji motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

jigeum yeogin haengbokhan iyagideulbakke eobseo
neomu haengbokhan uri dulmanui iyagiga ireoke (hyeonsilgwaneun dareuge)
sseo isseo jeomjeom chaewojigo isseo

neoneun naegero dallyeowaseo angigo
pum ane angin neoreul naneun jeoldae nochi motae
urin kkeuchiraneungeon eobseo

ireoke nan tto (fiction in fiction)
kkeunchi motago (fiction in fiction)
nae gaseum soge kkeutnaji anheul iyagil sseugo isseo
neol butjabeulge (fiction in fiction)
nochi anheulge (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeutnaji anheun neowa naui iyagi sogeseo oneuldo in fiction

dasi han beon deo malhajiman
jigeum neoneun nae yeope itdago geureoke mitgo isseo nan
(hajiman fiction)

nan mokjeogeul irheobeorin jakga i soseorui
kkeuteun eotteoke mamuri jieoya hae
saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae saranghae i se geuljaman
sseo naeryeoga mudyeojin pen nunmullo eollukjin nalgeun jongi wiro
haengbokhal sudo seulpeul sudo eobseo i iyagineun

jigeum nan neomunado haengbokhan saenggage iyagireul sseujiman
modeunge baramil ppunirago yeojeonhi

nan haengbokhangeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
uri hamkkeingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
ije sijagingeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)
kkeuteun eomneungeol (fiction in fiction in fiction)


**English Translation**

[DJ] I still can’t forget you
I still can’t trust everything
Even today I can’t send you away like this
.

[JH] I will rewrite it again, our story will not end
I will bury fact that reality is seeping into my skin for now
I rewrite it once again, the start beginning with you and I smiling happily
In case you will leave me, the background is a small room without an exit
.

[KK] I kiss you as if there is nothing wrong
I can’t leave your sweet presence
There is no such thing as an end for us
.

[HS] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t forget you (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
.

[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction
.

[KK] Right now, there are only happy stores here
The very happy stories of just the two of us (Different from reality)
Is written here, it’s slowly filling up

.
[HS] I run towards you and embrace you
I can’t never let you go from my embrace
There is no such thing as an end for us
.
[DW] Like this again (Fiction in Fiction)
I can’t end it (Fiction in Fiction)
I am writing the story that will never end in my heart
.
[YS] I will hold on to you (Fiction in Fiction)
I won’t let you go (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
Even today, I’m in the story of you and I that hasn’t ended still, in Fiction
.
[YS] I will say this again, one more time
Right now you are next to me
I’m believing like that
.
([DW]But Fiction)
[JH] I’m the writer who lost his purpose
The end of this novel, how am I supposed to write it
([DW] My own Fiction)
I love you, I love you, I love you, I love you, I keep writing these 3 words
([DW]Everything is Fiction) Setting the warn out pen on the old paper strained in tears ([DW]Everything is Fiction)
This story can’t be happy or sad
.
[DJ] Right now I’m writing such a happy story
But it is all just a wish still
.
[DW] I’m happy (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[HS] We are together (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[DW] Now is the start (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)
[YS] There is no end (Fiction in Fiction in Fiction)

**Hangul (Korean) Version**

아직 난 널 잊지 못하고 모든걸 다 믿지 못하고
이렇게 널 보내지 못하고 오늘도

다시 만들어볼게 우리 이야기 끝나지 않게 아주 기나긴
살갗을 파고 스며드는 상실감은 잠시 묻어둘게
새로 써 내려가 시작은 행복하게 웃고 있는 너와 나
네가 날 떠나지 못하게 배경은 출구가 없는 좁은 방 안

아무렇지 않게 네게 키스하고 달콤한 너의 곁을 떠나가질 못해
우린 끝이라는건 없어

이렇게 난 또 (fiction in fiction)
잊지 못하고 (fiction in fiction)
내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어
널 붙잡을게 (fiction in fiction)
놓지 않을게 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in fiction

지금 여긴 행복한 이야기들밖에 없어
너무 행복한 우리 둘만의 이야기가 이렇게 (현실과는 다르게)
써 있어 점점 채워지고 있어

너는 나에게로 달려와서 안기고
품 안에 안긴 너를 나는 절대 놓지 못해
우린 끝이라는건 없어

이렇게 난 또 (fiction in fiction)
끊지 못하고 (fiction in fiction)
내 가슴 속에 끝나지 않을 이야길 쓰고 있어
널 붙잡을게 (fiction in fiction)
놓지 않을게 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
끝나지 않은 너와 나의 이야기 속에서 오늘도 in fiction

다시 한 번 더 말하지만
지금 너는 내 옆에 있다고 그렇게 믿고 있어 난
(하지만 fiction)

난 목적을 잃어버린 작가 이 소설의
끝은 어떻게 마무리 지어야 해
사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 사랑해 이 세 글자만
써 내려가 무뎌진 펜 눈물로 얼룩진 낡은 종이 위로
행복할 수도 슬플 수도 없어 이 이야기는
지금 난 너무나도 행복한 생각에 이야기를 쓰지만
모든게 바람일 뿐이라고 여전히

난 행복한걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
우리 함께인걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
이제 시작인걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)
끝은 없는걸 (fiction in fiction in fiction)

[p/s: this is what I call the real "high quality, emotional" song. It expressed how the person can forget their loneliness and disappointment when they lost their love, and so their fairytale love will continue to be happy forever, he even encrypted their story in diary/memorabilia, as memory that will evergreen. Music is arranged in such a melancholic manner, as it refers to the remorse of the one's person that can't let their love go..]

Se7en - I'm Going Cazy

Se7en -I'm Going Crazy





One of the performance..

-Hangul Version-

내가 미안하다는 말은 절대먼저 못하는 못난 나는
오히려 소릴 질러 더 크게 그렇게 너와의 하루가 시작돼 (here we go again)
걷잡을 수도 없이 미쳐버리는 우리 I dont know what to do
지금 왜 다투는 지도 난 몰라

내가 어떤 말을 한다 해도 지금 만큼은
넌 듣질 않아 (you never listen)
날 믿지 않아 no~
처음 우리 만났을 때에 그 마음은 어디로 간 건지 변한 건지
너무 멀리 와 버린 걸까

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
i'm going crazy crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just going crazy

이젠 끝이라는 내 말은 진심 아닌 진심인 나의 맘은
순식간에 널 주저앉게 해 속으로 난 바보처럼 후회해 (that i did u wrong)
이렇게 매일같이 아파야 하는 우리
i don’t know what to do
도대체 왜 만나야 하는지 몰라

니가 어떤 말을 한다 해도 지금 만큼은
난 듣질 않아 (no I don't listen)
널 믿지 않아 no~
처음 우리 만났을 때에 그 마음은 어디로 간 건지 변한 건지
너무 멀리 와버린 걸까

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
i'm going crazy crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just going crazy

내가 할 수 있는게
아무것도 없다는게 날 미치게 해
아직 너를 사랑하는데
내 눈물론 부족한가 봐
너무나 아파도 이제 나 홀로
내 자신을 찾으려고 해 good bye~

이제 상처뿐인 사랑은 싫어 난
매일 반복되는 다툼에 지쳐 난
혼자일 때 보다 외로운 끝없는 시간 속에 갇힌 것 같아
너를 탓하고 싶지 않아 우린 같이 미쳐가나 봐
i'm going crazy crazy
이 사랑 속에 we just going crazy

-Revised Romanisation Version-

Ohiryeo sorijilleo deo kkeuge geureohke neowaye haruga shijakdwae (here go again)
Jeodjapeum sudo eobshi michyeobeorineun uri I don’t know what to do
Jigeum wae datuneun jido nan molla

Naega eoddeon mareun handa haedo jigeum mankkeumeun
Neon deujil anha (you never listen)
Nal midji anha no~
Cheo-eum uri mannasseul daeye geu ma-eumeun eodiro gan geonji byeonhan geonji
Neomu meolli wa beorin geolkka

Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy
I sarang soke we just going crazy

Ijen ggeutiraneun nae mareun jinshim anin jinshinin naye mameun
Sunshikgane neol jujeo anke hae sokeuro nan babocheoreom huhehae (that I did you wrong)
Ireohke mae-ilgatchi apaya haneun uri
I don’t know what to do
Dodaeche wa mannaya haneunji molla

Naega eoddeon mareun handa haedo jigeum mankkeumeun
Neon deujil anha (you never listen)
Nal midji anha no~
Cheo-eum uri mannasseul daeye geu ma-eumeun eodiro gan geonji byeonhan geonji
Neomu meolli wa beorin geolkka

Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy
I sarang soke we just going crazy

Naega halsu itneunge
Amugeotdo eobdaneunge nal michige hae
Ajik neoreul saranghaneunde
Nae nunmullon bujokhanga bwa
Neomuna apado ije na hollo
Nae jashineul chajeuryeogo hae good bye~

Ije sangcheoppunin sarangeun shireo nan
Mae-il banbokdweneun datume jichyeo nan
Honja-il ttae boda wiro-un ggeuteoneun shigan soke gachin geot gata
Neoreul tathago shipji anha urin gatchi michyeo gana bwa
i'm going crazy crazy I sarang soke we just going crazy

-Translated Version-

I'm Going Crazy
ho~no no~
yea yea~ho~

i'm a person who never starts to apologize
i'll shout even louder at you every time
there is no way to stop our madness
i don't know what to do
i don't even know why we started this

no matter what i say, now
you won't listen (you never listen)
you don't believe me, no~
the love in our hearts when we first met,
where has it gone to
have we got rid of it?

i dislike how our love has changed
i'm tired repeating our arguments every day
much worse than when we were alone,
being stuck in an endless time
i don't want to blame you for that
i guess we are going crazy~
i'm going crazy crazy
in our love, we just going crazy

i said, we are over
but that's not what my heart wants to say
sitting and hesitating for what i did
for a moment, i was like an idiot regretting
we are both going to hurt, everyday
i don't know what to do
i don't even know why we started this relationship

no matter what i say, now
you won't listen (you never listen)
you don't believe me, no~
the love in our hearts when we first met,
where has it gone to?
have we got rid of it?

i dislike how our love has changed
im tired repeating our arguments everyday
much worse than when we were alone,
being stuck in an endless time
i don't want to blame you for that
i guess we are going crazy~
i'm going crazy crazy
in our love, we just going crazy

i can do it
there is nothing that can drive me insane
i'm still loving you
my tears are still not enough
even when its hurting a lot
i'll try finding myself back, good bye~
i dislike how our love has changed

i'm tired repeating our arguments every day
much worse than when we were alone,
being stuck in an endless time
i don't want to blame you for that
i guess we are going crazy~
i'm going crazy crazy
in our love, we just going crazy

[p/s: ak dah x larat nk edit la, so pandai2 la ko enjoy k... now, I'm Going Crazy...]

Big Bang - Lies (거짓말)

여보세요... 여보세요?
Yeoboseyo... Yeoboseyo?
Hello… Hello?

(G-Dragon)
Yeah, love is pain

Dedicated to all my broken-hearted people

One's old a flame

Just scream my name

And I'm so sick of love songs

Yeah, I hate damn love songs, memento of ours

거짓말

Geojitmal...

Lies!


(G-Dragon)

늦은 밤 비가 내려와 널 데려와

Neujeun bam biga naeryeowa neol deryeowa

A late night and rain falling down

젖은 기억 끝에 뒤척여 나

Jeojeun gieok kkeute dwicheogyeo na
I bring you back from my memories I promised myself

너 없이 잘 살 수 있다고

Neo eobsi jal sal su itdago

I would be fine without you but I can’t help it

다짐 해 봐도 어쩔 수 없다고

Dajim hae bwado eojjeol su eobdago

I take in liquor which

못하는 술도 마시고

Mothaneun suldo masigo

I don’t even know how to

속 타는 맘 밤새 채워 봐도

Suk taneun mam bamsae chaewo bwado

handle trying to fill my empty heart

싫어 너 없는 하루는 길어 빌어

Sirheo neo eomneun haruneun gireo bireo

A day without you is too long

제발 잊게 해달라고 (거짓말이야)

Jebal itge haedallago (geojitmaliya)

I pray that I may please forget you (that’s a lie)


(Seungri)
너 없는 내겐 웃음이 보이지 않아

Neo eomneun naegen useumi boiji anha
Without you happiness cannot be found in me

눈물조차 고이지 않아

Nunmuljocha goiji anha

I can’t even shed any tears

더는 살고 싶지 않아

Deoneun salgo sipji anha

I don’t want to live anymore

(G-Dragon)

Yeah

엿같애 열 받게

Yeotgatae yeol badge
Yeah, this is bullshit, it’s pissing me off

네 생각에 돌아버릴 것 같애

Ne saenggake dorabeoril geot gatae

I’m going crazy in thoughts of you

보고 싶은데 볼 수가 없데

Bogo sipeunde bol suga eobde
I want to see you, but I’m being told that I can’t

모두 끝났데

Modu kkeutnatde
that it’s all over

I'll be right there

(All)
I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해

Iya mollasseo ijeya arasseo nega piryohae

I didn't know. Now I realized that I need you


I'm so sorry but I love you 날카로운 말

I'm so sorry but I love you nalkaroun mal

I'm so sorry but i love you. I gave you scars


홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만

Hwatgime nado moreuge neol tteonabonaetjiman

I should have never let you go to waste

I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies


I'm so sorry (TOP: I'm sorry) But I love you (TOP: I love you more more)

I'm so sorry but I love you 나를 떠나

I'm so sorry but I love you nareul tteona
I'm so sorry but I love you, can you leave me?

천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게

Cheoncheonhi ijeojullae Naega apahal su itge

And forget me slowly, so I can get hurt


(T.O.P)
그댈 위해서 불러왔던 내 모든 걸 다 바친 노래

Geudael wihaeseo bulleowatdeon Nae modeun geol da bachin norae
I dedicated my all into this song for you


(Daesung)
사람들은 모르겠죠

(Saramdeureun moreugetjyo)

other people probably don’t know

(T.O.P)
난 혼자 그 아무도 아무도 몰래

Nan honja geu amudo amudo mollae

By myself, without anyone knowing

그래 내가 했던 말은 거짓말

Geurae naega haetdeon mareun geojitmal
yeah, those words I said were lies

홀로 남겨진 외톨이 그 속에 헤매는 내 꼴이

Hollo namgyeojin witori Geu soge hemaeneun nae kkori
A loner left in the midst of it all. In my pocket is the breakup letter

주머니 속에 꼬깃꼬깃 접어 둔 이별을 향한 쪽지

Jumeoni soge kkogitkkogit Jeobeo dun ibyeoreul hyanghan jjokji
that’s all wrinkled and folded up in my pocket

(Daesung)
넌 어딨나요 널 부르는 습관도

(Neon eoditnayo neol bureuneun seubgwando)

(And my habit of calling for you and wondering where you are)

(T.O.P)
난 달라질래 이젠 다 웃어 넘길게

Nan dallajillae ijen da useo neomgilge

I’m gonna change, I’ll laugh everything off from now on.


(All)
I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해

Iya mollasseo ijeya arasseo nega piryohae

I didn't know. Now I realized that I need you


I'm so sorry but I love you 날카로운 말

I'm so sorry but I love you nalkaroun mal

I'm so sorry but i love you. I gave you scars


홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만

Hwatgime nado moreuge neol tteonabonaetjiman

I should have never let you go to waste

I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies


I'm so sorry (TOP: I'm sorry) But I love you (TOP: I love you more more)

I'm so sorry but I love you 나를 떠나

I'm so sorry but I love you nareul tteona
I'm so sorry but I love you, can you leave me?

천천히 잊어줄래 내가 아파할 수 있게

Cheoncheonhi ijeojullae Naega apahal su itge

And forget me slowly, so I can get hurt

Oh oh oh oh oh

모든게 꿈이길

Modeunge kkumigil

I hope this is all a dream
Oh oh oh

이것 밖에 안되는 나라서

Igeot bakke andoeneun naraseo

because I only add up to this much

Drop that babe...

(Daesung)
아직도 너를 못 잊어

Ajikdo neoreul mot ijeo

I still can’t forget you

아니 평생을 가도 죽어서까지도 yeah

Ani pyeongsaengeul gado Jugeoseokkajido yeah
No I don’t think I ever will, even ’til the day I die, yeah

(Taeyang)
내가 준 상처 아물었는지

Naega jun sangcheo amureonneunji
Did the scars I gave you heal?
미안해 아무 것도 해준 게 없는 나라서

Mianhae amu geotdo haejun ge eomneun naraseo
I’m sorry because I never got to do anything for you


(All)
I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies

이야 몰랐어 이제야 알았어 네가 필요해

Iya mollasseo ijeya arasseo nega piryohae

I didn't know. Now I realized that I need you


I'm so sorry but I love you 날카로운 말

I'm so sorry but I love you nalkaroun mal

I'm so sorry but i love you. I gave you scars


홧김에 나도 모르게 널 떠나보냈지만

Hwatgime nado moreuge neol tteonabonaetjiman

I should have never let you go to waste

I'm so sorry but I love you 다 거짓말

I'm so sorry but I love you da geojitmal

I'm so sorry but I love you, it was all lies


I'm so sorry (TOP: I'm sorry) But I love you (TOP: I love you more more)

I'm so sorry but I love you 나를 떠나

I'm so sorry but I love you nareul tteona
I'm so sorry but I love you, can you leave me?

천천히 잊어줄래 내가ge 아파할 수 있게

Cheoncheonhi ijeojullae Naega apahal su itge

And forget me slowly, so I can get hurt

Bye bye...

C.N. Blue - I'm A Loner (외톨이야)

외톨이야 외톨이야
외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
(I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner. I'm a loner.)

봐봐 나를 봐봐
Boaboa nareul boaboa
Look, look at me, me.

똑바로 내 두눈을 봐
Ddokbaro nae dununeul boa
Look at me straight in the eyes.

거봐 이미 너는 딴 곳을 보고 있어
Keoboa i-mi neoneun ddan gotseul bogo isseo
Look, you are already look at elsewhere.

Check it One Two Three

시 계바늘만 쳐다보는게
Sikyebaneulman chyeoboneunke
Check it one two three, you only keep looking at the clock.

말 안해도 다른 사람 생긴걸 알아
Mal anhaedo dareun saram saengkingeol ara
You don't have to tell me. I know you got someone else.


(Rap)
요즘 넌 나 아닌 다른 사람과 만남이 잦더라
Yojeum neon na a-nin dareun saramgoa mannami jatdeora
You've been meeting someone else often lately.

이제는 먼저 전화도 걸지 않더라
I-jeneun meonjeo jeonhwado geolji anh-deora
You don't even call me first anymore.

나랑 있을 때는 하루가 일초라도
Narang i-eul ddaeneun haruga ilchorado
When you are with me, you would only look at

넌 내 앞에선 요즘 하늘만 보더라
Neon nae apeseon yojeum haneulman bodeora
the sky even if a day is a second long.


Oh I know your mind 이미 너와 나의 거리
Oh I know your mind i-mi neowa na-eui keori
Oh~ I know your mind. The distance between you and I.

멀어진 그리고 벌어진 남보다 못한 우리 사이
Meoreojin geurigo beoreojin namboda mot-han u-ri sa-i
Getting farther and wider. We are no better than strangers.

(C/o)
oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야
oh baby Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner. I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
Sarang-e seulpeohago sarang-e, nunmoljitneun oi-tolyi-ya
I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love.

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kaseumi apa
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.

Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.

one two three four five six seven night

수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
Su maneun bameul sae-u-myeo nareul dalraego i-sso
I'm crying passing many nights awake


(Rap)
차라리 다른 사람 생겼다고
Charari dareul saram saengkyeodago
If you had just told me honestly

내 가 싫으면 싫다고
Naega sileumyeon sildago
that you got someone else

차 라리 솔직하게 말해줬다면
Charari suljikhake malhaejueodamyeon
That you hate me

난 너를 죽도록 미워하진 않았을텐데
nan neoreul juldorok miwohajin anh-a-eul-tenteo
Then I wouldn't have hated you to death

check it one two three

네 말을 되새겨봐도
Ne maleul dwisaekyeoboado
Remembering your words

이 리 저리 둘러대는 거짓말이야
I-ri jeori dulreodaeneun keojitmal-i-ya
they are all silly lies


(C/o)
oh baby 외톨이야 외톨이야
oh baby Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
oh baby I'm a loner, I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner. I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

사랑에 슬퍼하고 사랑에 눈물짓는 외톨이
Sarang-e seulpeohago sarang-e, nunmoljitneun oi-tolyi-ya
I'm a loner being sad at love, shedding tear at love.

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 가슴이 아파
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight kaseumi apa
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. My hurt hurts.

Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.

one two three four five six seven night

수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
Su maneun bameul sae-u-myeo nareul dalraego i-sso
I'm crying passing many nights awake


(Interlude)
사랑이 가네 사랑이 떠나네
Sarang-i kane sarang-i ddeonane
Love is going. Love is leaving

(한 사람을 그리고 한 사랑을, 내게는 익숙했던 모든 것들을)
(Han sarameul geurigo han sarangeul, Naegeneun ik-sukhaedeon modeun keotdeuleul)
(One person and one love. Everything that I've been used to)

이 밤이 가면 널 지워야겠지
I bami kamyeon neol jiwoyakeji
I should erase you after tonight

(그래 나 억지로라도 너를 지워야겠지, 날 버린 널 생각하면 그래야겠지)
(Geurae na eokjirorado neoreul jiwoyakeji, Nal beorin neol saengkakhamyeon geuraeyakeji)
(Yes, I should force myself to erase you. I should do so since you abandoned me)

Gone Gone my love is gone!


(C/o)
외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner. I'm a loner

daridiridara du

외톨이야 외톨이야
Oi-tol-yi-ya oi-tol-yi-ya
I'm a loner, I'm a loner

사랑에 아파하고 사랑을 기다리는 외톨이
sarange apahago sarangeul gidarineun wetori
I'm a loner hurt by love and waiting for love.

sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight 꿈 이길 원해
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight ggum i-kil wonhae
sad sad sad sad sad sad sad tonight. I want this to be a dream.

Oh no no no no no body knows 맘 몰라
Oh no no no no no body knows mam molla
Oh no no no no no body knows, how I feel.

one two three four five six seven night

수 많은 밤을 새우며 나를 달래고 있어
Su maneun bameul sae-u-myeo nareul dalraego i-sso
I'm crying passing many nights awake

[p/s: at last, after few months of delay, these post is finally done. This song is from CN Blue (Code Name : Burning, Lovely, Untouchable, Emotional), a rookie band from Busan, South Korea. With a band-style performance, this will bring some differences to Korean mainstream entertainment, apart from the dominated dancing style group, following the existence of other band like The Traxx and fellow "compatriot" FT Island. "I'm A Loner" recently has become hit, make them the contender to the best rookie group this year. Currently, their leader, Jung Yonghwa are now filming MBC Show "We Got Married" with SNSD's maknae Seohyun, after his pre-success debut in his first drama, SBS's "Youre Beautiful" with Jang Geum Suk (Beethoven Virus, Do Re Mi Fa So La Si Do), FT Island's Lee Hong Ki and Park Shin Hye (Stairway To Heaven, Prince Hours). The drummer, Kang Min Hyuk are now the MC for MNet Countdown, another music chart show. ]

Super Junior M - Super Girl

[Kyuhyun]
Oh~ 超级超级的女孩
Oh~ Super super girl
Oh~ chao ji chao ji de nu hai

Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~

[Siwon]
看我看看我
Look at me, take a look at me
kan wo kan kan wo

不要总是想着他
Don’t always be thinking of him
bu yao zong shi xiang zhe ta

不爱不爱他不爱你
Doesn’t love doesn’t love, he doesn’t love you
bu ai bu ai ta bu ai ni

你的完美胜过他
Your perfection exceeds his
ni de wan mei sheng guo ta

[Kyuhyun]
不要再盯着那手机
Don’t stare at that phone
bu yao zai ding zhe na shou ji

不要再那三心二意
Don’t be undecided
bu yao zai na san xin er yi

你明白的, 你清楚的, 我超级的女孩
You understand it, you know it, my super girl
ni ming bai de, ni qing chu de, wo chao ji de nu hai

[Ryeowook]
有时候想起他送你的花
Sometimes I think about the flowers he gave you
you shi hou xiang qi ta song ni de hua

[Henry]
丢掉快丢掉吧
Throw it, throw it away now
diu diao kuai diu diao ba

[Ryeowook]
还有他那最迷人的微笑
And that mesmerizing smile of his
hai you ta na zui mi ren de wei xiao

[Henry]
忘掉快忘掉吧
Forget it, forget it now
wang diao kuai wang diao ba

[Ryeowook]
他的温柔还会让你颠倒
His tenderness still makes you fall head over heels for him
ta de wen rou hai hui rang ni dian dao

[Henry]
醒来块醒来吧
Wake up, wake up now
xing lai kuai xing lai ba

[Ryeowook]
你的好是多么神秘
Your good points are so mysterious
ni de hao shi duo me shen mi

[Henry]
请让我好好地保密
Please let me keep them safely and securely
qing rang wo hao hao de bao mi

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
Oh my super girl, you are my baby girl
oh my super girl ni shi wo de baby girl

[Kyuhyun]
他看不见你的美丽
He can’t see your beauty
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li

平凡背后的魔力
The power behind ordinariness
ping fan bei hou de mo li

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
Oh my super girl, I am your super man
oh my super girl wo shi ni de super man

[Ryeowook/Zhoumi]
你的眼神让我着迷
Your gaze captivates me
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi

为了你我什么都愿意
For you, I am willing to do anything
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

[All]
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ (My Love)

[Donghae]
看我看看我
Look at me, take a look at me
kan wo kan kan wo

不要总是随着他
Don’t always do what he wants
bu yao zong shi sui zhe ta

如果他说喜欢你
If he says he likes you
ru guo ta shuo xi huan ni

就算再忙也能够等到你
No matter how busy he is, he will wait for you
jiu suan zai mang ye neng gou deng dao ni

[Zhoumi]
那一定是他说的谎话
That is definitely a lie
na yi ding shi ta shuo de huang hua

那一定不是真心的话
That is defnitely not the truth
na yi ding bu shi zhen xin de hua

Oh~　别相信吧　离开吧
Oh~ don’t believe it, leave
Oh~ bie xiang xin ba li kai ba

Oh~　快到我的身边来
Oh~ come to me now
Oh~ kuai dao wo de shen bian lai

[Kyuhyun]
有时候想起他送你的花
Sometimes I think about the flowers he gave you
you shi hou xiang qi ta song ni de hua

[Hangeng]
丢掉快丢掉吧
Throw it, throw it away now
diu diao kuai diu diao ba

[Kyuhyun]
还有他那最迷人的微笑
And that mesmerizing smile of his
hai you ta na zui mi ren de wei xiao

[Hangeng]
忘掉快忘掉吧
Forget it, forget it now
wang diao kuai wang diao ba

[Kyuhyun]
他的温柔还会让你颠倒
His tenderness still makes you fall head over heels for him
ta de wen rou hai hui rang ni dian dao

[Hangeng]
醒来块醒来吧
Wake up, wake up now
xing lai kuai xing lai ba

[Kyuhyun]
你的好是多么神秘
Your good points are so mysterious
ni de hao shi duo me shen mi

[Hangeng]
请让我好好地保密
Please let me keep them safely and securely
qing rang wo hao hao de bao mi

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
Oh my super girl, you are my baby girl
oh my super girl ni shi wo de baby girl

[Siwon]
他看不见你的美丽
He can’t see your beauty
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li

平凡背后的魔力
The power behind ordinariness
ping fan bei hou de mo li

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
Oh my super girl, I am your super man
oh my super girl wo shi ni de super man

[Siwon]
你的眼神让我着迷
Your gaze captivates me
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi

为了你我什么都愿意
For you, I am willing to do anything
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

[Kyuhyun]
开心地　难过地
Happy times, sad times
kai xin de nan guo de

[Zhoumi /Kyuhyun/Donghae]
答应你　都陪你　都陪你
I promise I will go through them with you, go through them with you
da ying ni dou pei ni dou pei ni

[Ryeowook]
准备了全世界最好的爱　最贵的爱
I prepared the best love in this world, the most expensive love
zhun bei le quan shi jie zui hao de ai zui gui de ai

等你搬进我的心里来
I’m waiting for you to move into my heart
deng ni ban jin wo de xin li lai

[Donghae]
幸福的权利不要放弃
Don’t give up your rights to happiness
xing fu de quan li bu yao fang qi

全世界最完美的唯一
The only most perfect thing in the world
quan shi jie zui wan mei de wei yi

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 你是我的 Baby Girl
Oh my super girl, you are my baby girl
oh my super girl ni shi wo de baby girl

[Siwon]
他看不见你的美丽
He can’t see your beauty
ta kan bu jian ni de mei li

平凡背后的魔力
The power behind ordinariness
ping fan bei hou de mo li

[All]
Oh My Super Girl 我是你的 Super Man
Oh my super girl, I am your super man
oh my super girl wo shi ni de super man

[Siwon]
你的眼神让我着迷
Your gaze captivates me
ni de yan shen rang wo zhao mi

为了你我什么都愿意
For you, I am willing to do anything
wei le ni wo shen me dou yuan yi

[Kyuhyun]
你是我最超级的女孩
You are my super girl
ni shi wo zui chao ji de nu hai

[All]
（别在等待等待）
(Don’t wait, wait)
(bie zai deng dai deng dai)

[Kyuhyun]
跟着我一起飞到未来
Fly to the future with me
gen zhe wo yi qi fei dao wei lai

[All]
（爱情不用彩排彩排）
(Love doesn’t need rehearsals, rehearsals)
(ai qing bu yong cai pai cai pai)

[Ryeowook]
我是你最超级的依赖
I am your super dependence
wo shi ni zui chao ji de yi lai

[All]
（别在等待等待）
(Don’t wait, wait)
(bie zai deng dai deng dai)

[Ryeowook]
跟着我一起飞到未来
Fly to the future with me
gen zhe wo yi qi fei dao wei lai

[All]
（爱情不用彩排彩排）
(Love doesn’t need rehearsals, rehearsals)
(ai qing bu yong cai pai cai pai)

[All]
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~
Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ Oh~ My Love

p/s: dunno y i'm attracted 2 this song. It looks catchy 4 me, but i think u would agree wit that. This song is called "Super Girl", performed by Super Junior M, subgroup of Super Junior, a huge 13-member boyband from Korea. "M" in Super Junior M refers to Mandarin, as the group is created to attract more Chinese (Taiwanese) fanbase. This is Korean band, but the song is in Chinese! Lead female model in the video clip : Jessica (So Nyeo Shi Dae, or commonly known as SNSD). Enjoy k.... (I'm uploading the video 4 almost a week, and waiting 4 processing it till I wonder what time it was done!) Till nxt time, bye!!]